No, I'm the boss ◇R. Suna◇

What next?

It's been 2 weeks since we got back from NYC. Bokuto is in bed rest, he needs it. We haven't even been in contact with Shade nor Rin. After Rin explained about Carlos I felt my heart drop into my stomach. He was the man that helped me out from my rock bottom, he was the man that gave me power, and he was the reason I craved power more than anything. It shocked all of us, especially Rin I could tell, he did grow up trusting him.

I'm not sure why we haven't been in contact once we got back. Rin completely ghosted me. So everything that happend between us was nothing? I scoff at the thought, that can't be. We were all hanging out in Bokuto's basement, everything went back to normal but it didn't feel that way. We reunited with Kuroo and Kenma, they were baffled when they heard the news. I was sprawled out on a bean bag, my weight pressed down on it. I threw a ball up at the ceiling it, bounced back, and I throw it again, repeating over and over.

"Y/n...shade sent us an email!" Tendou shouts from the other side of the room.

"What'd he say?" I ponder, I was too lost in thought.

"He wants to come over with Rin's group and have a meeting..." Tendou explains sounding confused.

"Come over?" Eesha asks.

"Yeah...I sent him the address...is that okay?" He asks nervously.

Why did he want to comeover? He had his own big office, why our hangout spot?

"Thats fine..." I trail off into my thoughts, I keep spacing out.

My mind kept running back to Rin. I hate it, I hate the thought of him, I hate how vulnerable I feel around him. But I can't hate him, he's like a book, the more pages I turn the more I get lost in it. I crave for another chapter. Hell, even just another sentence. I want to know why he acts the way he does, theres just so much to him, so much I want to learn, so much I want to explore.

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The door bell upstairs rang two times, Tendou sprinted up the stairs like a dog, I let out a loud snort watching him.

"Y/n sit up properly, Shade is here," Eesha smacks my back.

"Okay mom," I say annoyed at her being bossy.

I sit up when Shade walks down the stairs. He smiles and shakes my hands, his hands were still warm and soft, mine were quite the opposite, rough and cold. My eyes lock with Rin's who was leaning against a wall next to Bokuto who was laying on a couch. It felt like we met for the first time again. Everyone else walked in, even Atsumu, he looked around, probably feeling nostalgic.

"Good day sir, what brings you here?" I ask trying to sound professional.

"I'd like to talk about this task, as you know it wasn't completed due to circumstances," he sits himself next to Bokuto who was now sitting up straight.

"Yeah...about Silva-" I begin but he cuts me off.

"I heard you know him, this must be hard for you to process...all of you," He sighs looking around at everyone.

"Dad, they don't need lip service, get to the point," Rin snaps, I can't get myself to look at him, if I do, I might just explode.

"You're going to Brazil...Rio De Janeiro" he informs "we're here to discuss who's staying and whos going,"

"Y/n and I are going," Rin states desperation in his voice, his eyes slicing through me. I feel shaky at the thought he wants me to go with him.

"Yes Rintaro we know that, you needn't interrupt me," Shade huffs.

"I'll go, Eesha can come, um Tendou too, not sure about Bokuto...Kuroo and Kenma too," I hesitate.

"We can't bring too much people this time, dear," Shade explains.