The Reborn

C H A P T E R S I X T E E N

"I'm not leaving, I don't want to go!" I yell at Adonis.

"I need to go home and I don't trust your accident-prone self to stay here alone! I'm not rescuing you again!" He yells from the other room at me.

The past few days with just Adonis have been fine. Nothing was as great as that day that we went to the pub. That day was perfect but I found myself wanting more of Adonis.

Somehow despite everything he's done to me I find myself thinking about him. What's he doing? Where is he at? Even wanting him to kiss me. Something is definitely wrong with me.

Luckily after that day Adonis was back to his normal, rude self. We have been minding our own business staying out of each other's way, but he seems meaner today than normal. Something seems like it's going on but I have enough sense however to not ask about it.

I'll get over this little crush I have and I promise if he keeps acting like this it will be quicker than not.

"Adonis I'm staying here," I say as I walk into his room. "You don't control me and I don't appreciate you acting like I don't have a choice."

He closes the large bag on his bed and chuckles looking over his shoulder slightly, "Well I don't remember offering you a choice? Did you hear one?"

"You're just being rude Adonis. Talk to me when you're done acting like a bitch," I turn and walk out the door. What an unbelievable person.

I don't hear Adonis behind me when he spins me around and pushes me against the hallway wall hard.

"You're my converse-soul and a part of me lives in you. If you die a part of me dies Athanasia. I don't need you ruining anything for me," he says as he traps my body in between his arms.

I look to the side refusing to look at him. His body is so close to me and I feel claustrophobic in between his arms.

"Don't act so big and bad Adonis. Whether or not you are my converse-soul you do not own me or my decisions," I still refuse to look at his face as I push him against the wall on the other side of the hallway finally looking up at his eyes, "Fuck you Adonis," I say with my hand pointed at his chest.

With such a quick movement he grabs that hand and pushes me back against the other wall now pinning it behind me. When I start to look away he holds my jaw by my neck.

Adonis lets out this sinister law that scares me yet excites a small sliver inside of me, "You know you act like you're this bad ass but all I can see now is a little submissive girl waiting to be fucked senseless."

I try to turn my head but he turns it forcefully back to face him. I want Adonis right now. Not in a "I really like you" kind of way but in a "I want you to fuck me like you hate me." I actually need it. I need to be reminded how much we hate each other.

"So are you going to do it then?" I ask him innocently and look up at him.

"Do what?" He says his face now reading confusion.

"Fuck me senseless or should I ask the guy from the bar that night? He seemed really into-" not waiting Adonis crashes his lips into mine.

He holds my head up to meet him as his lips explore mine. He tongue asks for an entrance which I happily oblige to.

We explore each other's mouth as he pulls me closer.  The kiss is so passionate and I've never wanted something more.

I can't explain what I feel for him. It's like I crave him but I know I shouldn't.

I pull his body closer to mine so I can feel his member rubbing against me. Our kiss speeds up as he picks me up and my legs wrap around him. He pushes my back to the wall and I run my fingers through his hair.

He carries me into his room and throws me onto his bed. I prop myself up by my elbows and look up at him, "Whatever happens next means absolutely nothing, right?" I say to him.

He climbs on top of me and grabs my neck, "I say what happens, you got that? I'm going to fuck you hard and you're going to be begging for more but I'm going to tell you exactly how much you're going to get, you got that?"

I look up and him and his eyes are solid black. I had only seen them this way once and it reminds me exactly who Adonis is.

I start to squirm under him trying to get out. I can't be here, "I'm leaving, I don't want to do this anymore."

Adonis chuckles, "What are you scared now? I know you better than you know yourself Athanasia, you want this."

I shove him off of me, "What the fuck is your problem? You don't know me at all Adonis, get the fuck away from me."

His eyes slowly get back to their normal color, the black getting lost in the outsides of his eyes.

"I'm not going with you Adonis, I'm done."

"I'm not giving you an option!" He growls and grabs my arm. It's hot- not as hot as when he burned my skin but very warm.

The black seems to be creeping back into his eyes but he keeps shaking his head as if trying to keep it out, "Just get out, right now!"

I step away but don't take my eyes off of him. Adonis looks like he's having this internal argument with himself. He runs his hands through his hair and throws his back against the wall and looks up muttering something.

I slowly walk over to him scared to get too close but not wanting to stay away. I rest the palm on my hand on his cheek and look at his eyes, "It's okay."

He unexpectedly pulls me into a hug and I don't know what to do for a moment before hugging him back.

This poor broken boy.