<Author's Note>
I wrote this song for her months ago, I thought I'd put it here. I should also note that this all happened 2 years ago, I just never could forget.
-Kate K.
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Middle school hallways
Dreaming of better days
You were the first girl that I loved
You held my eyes as we laid in the snow
I would have followed you wherever you would go
I'm so angry with myself for losing you
I shouldn't have said goodbye
I should have seen it in your eyes
I was falling for you,
while you were falling for the pain
I could say I didn't know
I could lie and say
That I don't miss you still today
So hey, baby how're you doing where you are?
I hope you're okay,
I hope you'll forgive me
For letting you go
Ill never forgive myself,
Please know that
I should never have let you go
This is all my fault
For letting you say goodbye
I'm so angry with myself for losing you!
I shouldn't have said goodbye
I should have seen it in your eyes
I was falling for you
While you were falling apart
I should never have let you go
This is all my fault!
I watched you fade away!
Don't you fucking dare tell me you miss me!
I ruined everything we ever had
I let your mind said away on the horizon
Float away on pills and pain
It kills me
I should never have let you say goodbye
I should have seen it in your eyes
I hate myself
I hate myself for losing you.
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