when loves around

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"One Directions first tour is over. All fans were enthusiastic and are looking forward to their next album and..."-
"Amira, why are you turning off the radio?"-
"Mom, I don't want to be reminded of Zayn. He broke my heart, remember?"-
"Oh, honey. It will get better in time. Trust me, soon everything will be the same as it used to be."
I stayed silent and went back to my room. It's been almost three months, but I can't stop thinking about him and I can't stop loving him. Why did it all have to be over?
A few minutes later I walked across my window to stalk my neighbors. Thirty seconds later a black car parked a few meters next to my house and a man in a suit came out. He took off his sunglasses and he reminded me of someone. That is one of One Directions manager! He opened the back door and Zayn got out. With a girl. Who is she? Zayn looked up to my window, straight into my face and I tried to hid myself behind the curtains, even if he had already seen me. He looked so good. But what is he doing here? And who is this mysterious girl?
Suddenly my door opened and Max said excitedly:
"Zayn is here! Do you want to talk to him?"-
"So that he can break my heart again? No thanks."-
"Amira, come on. You haven't seen each other in ages. Maybe something has changed."-
"I just saw him. He got out of this car. He was with a girl."-
"Ouch."-
"The answer is no."
He rolled his eyes and left my room. Annoyed I went downstairs to make myself some food. My mom was in the living room watching TV and she got really excited:
"Amira!"-
"I'm already here. What's wrong?"-
"Look here."-
"Zayn, the One Direction singer was spotted with a blonde girl in public named Perrie Edwards. Is she his new lover? What about his other lover Amira? Is their love really over?"-
"Turn it off please. I don't want to see this. I just saw them outside."-
"Why didn't you said anything?"-
"I don't know, but I need to talk to him."
I was so mad and sad at the same time, so I went to Zayn's house.

The door was open and I stepped in. There was Perrie standing next to Zayn. Looks like Zayn is introducing her to his parents. I just stared at them. He noticed me after a while and approached me:
"Hi, Amira. What are you doing here? How are you?"-
"How I feel? Good question. I feel shitty because of you. You broke my heart and you have a new girlfriend right away?"-
"Hi, i'm Perrie. I heard a lot about-"-
"Shut up, Perrie!"-
"Hey, calm down. Please don't be angry. I want you to get to know each other. You're still important to me, Amira."-
"I'm sorry, but I'm not interested."
With big strides I ran away. I didn't know where to go, I just ran away.

After ten minutes of running, I settled down on a tree trunk next to a forest. I just couldn't believe he had someone new. How long has this been going on? Did he cheat on me? No, Zayn would never do that, would be? My thoughts drove me crazy and I thought about it more and more.
After a while it was getting dark and I saw nothing bio the sky and some trees. I was all alone. Nobody knew where I am. At least I thought so. I heard footsteps.
"I knew you were here."-
"Zayn, why are you here?"-
"We need to talk about us and Perrie."-
I rolled my eyes.
"Amira, please."-
"Fine."-
"I never stopped loving you. I still do. But the management threatened me to break up with you for literally no reason. It really wasn't easy for me. I cried so many days and nights because of this. I never wanted to let you go, Amira. I never meant to break your heart either. I am so sorry."-
"Wait, really? Why didn't you say anything?"-
"I didn't know how."-
"Zayn, you should have told me about this. We could have had a secret relationship or something just like this, you know? But what about Perrie? Do you love her too?"-
"I have to date her. Don't get me wrong, Perrie is great, but I see her as a friend. Believe me, you were and are the only one for me. I wanted to tell you this the day I broke up with you, but I couldn't."-
"Do you really think so or are you a good liar? Because I love you too. I think I can never really stop loving you."-
"Same here."
Our eyes met, he stroked his hand over my cheek and pulled me closer to him. I missed his kisses. His lips are just as soft as they where three months ago. I sat on his lap and we were making out. After a few minutes we lay on the wet grass and cuddled. It was getting pretty late, so we decided to go over to my house.
We opened the front door quietly and were about to enter my room when suddenly the light switched on. Max stood in the hallway.
"So you don't want to talk to him?"
The three of us looked at each other and then started laughing.
"Psst, otherwise we'll wake up our parents. Go ahead, I won't say anything."
We smiled and hopped on my bed. Zayn leaned over me and gave me a long kiss.
"I missed you."-
"Missed you too."-
"Come on let's cuddle."
I was laying on his chest and I his voice was getting sad:
"Do you know what hurt me the most? When you tore up the ticket in front of me. It felt like you were ripping my heart out of my chest and tearing it apart. That was the moment when I regretted everything I said. I even picked up the scraps of paper and glued them back together. I always had it with me on stage."-
"I'm so so sorry, Zayn. I was just so angry and sad, but mostly sad at that moment. I just couldn't control myself. I didn't think that this hurt you so much. But what about us now?"-
"I have no idea. You can't imagine how much I would like to be your boyfriend again and how much I would like to tell the world. I love you and I never meant to hurt you so much. You mean everything to me and I don't want to lose you again."-
"Believe me, I don't want to lose you again and I love you too. But what do we want to do now?"-
"We could have a secret relationship until the paparazzi catch us. In public, I'm always out with you and Perrie, but I do more with you. I hope it's getting obvious. How does that sound?"-
"I love it!"
I can't believe we're going to do this. This is crazy. But I have my boy back. I love him.