Surprisingly, everyone did fall asleep. We all looked like rag dolls thrown onto a couch the way we were laying. I looked down and noticed a blanket had been thrown on us and all of our dirty dishes were gone.
I yawn and stretch my arms and legs out. "Aha, cute. Good morning, Y/n." I look over and see Namjoon holding bowls in each hand. "I wasn't sure what you like drinking or eating in the morning, so I have milk and cereal, the basics I guess. I also made some coffee, but I'm not so sure who here drinks that."
I try to get up without waking Jungkook and Chan since they fell asleep on my shoulders. Walking over to Namjoon felt amazing, just looking at the man that wrote the words that mean so much to me is insane. "Thank you Joon" I say with a smile. We walk over to the table and begin to eat.
"I'm glad you're eating, I know it's been hard for you to eat, but you need to. Oh also, speaking of coffee, Johnny and Mark can come soon, the other members can't make it due to their tight schedule."
"Really?! It's okay that not all of them can come, thank you so much" I say to Namjoon as I finish up my cereal. He smiled and got up. "Do you think it's too early to wake the rest? I don't think anyone got a lot of rest last night because all you could hear was Jin screaming every now and then." He laughed and looked down.
"Oh gosh, I am so sorry. I thought we were quiet!" I say getting up behind him to clean my dishes.
"No worries, in all honesty it was pretty funny. At least I think it was. Anyway, I think I'll wake the rest up. You wanna help? They won't be as cranky with you." He asks and I nod. We head back into the living room and I tap their foreheads to wake them up quietly. Namjoon heads over to the rest of the bedrooms to wake everyone else up.
Soon enough, everyone was awake and it was time for lunch. We all decide to go to the park for a little picnic, even if we are going back to McDonalds and taking it to a park. As we pack up blankets, the doorbell rings.
"Can I get it?" I ask. "Hm, no I think it would be safer if you didn't. Just in case y'know?" Jungkook says as he heads to the door. I guess that's true considering what happened with my dad.
Jungkook opens the door and there they are, Johnny, Mark and to my surprise, Jaehyun. Yes, the *foreign swaggers*
The three of them walk in and introduce themselves to everyone else including me. As if I didn't know them, ha. "We are about to go grab food and head to the park, wanna come?" Chan asks them. They all agree with a smile. After everyone talks for awhile, we head out.
We make it to McDonalds and see the same lady working the front just like last night. Me, Jin and Jungkook all look at each other. "Oh! You three again. You guys made quite a wreck last night." We giggle and apologize and Chan laughs. "So that's where you went? Huh."
After the orders at McDonalds are taken and we settle at the park, I stand up and call everyone's attention.
"Hello everyone, I know some of you are just meeting for the first time today, and just meeting me, but I feel like I've known you all my entire life. Which of course isn't true. But, I would just like to thank you all for everything. For keeping my heart beating, for keeping me alive when I didn't want to be." My eyes start to swell with tears a bit and they get up and hug me.
I love them so much, but how do I tell them its getting bad again?
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• I'm Sorry • (BTS X SUICIDAL READER)
RandomY/n seems like a typical 16 year old girl. She is obsessed with a boy band (BTS) and has the perfect life. at least that's what people think...
