The footsteps and voices were getting close quick. I didn't know what to do. My body froze and the door swung open.
"Y/N!!!" everyone sounded so in sync with each other.
"I- I'm sorry. I didn't know what to do." I say as I drop the glass that was in my hand. I saw the tears start to show up in their eyes... What have I done? I'm always the cause of some sort of pain. Why?
Namjoon comes and gives me a tight hug.
"Y/n. Don't apologise. Okay? You're only human. Don't be sorry for that."
I can't stand to see them like this. I look over at them and see the worried look on their faces.
"Here" Chan hands Namjoon a band-aid. "Y/n... If you ever have the urge of hurting yourself, come to us. We will try to take your pain away."
I didn't know it was possible but I started crying even more. All of them have helped me in so much ways. I just don't know what to do.
"I'm sorry. I'll try to. I swear." One by one they all come and give me a hug reassuring me I'll be okay and that they're there for me.
Is this what it feels like? To be home? To have someone be there for me?
As time passes and the silence set in. I thanked everyone for everything and slid down the wall sitting on the floor. Pretty soon all of them were sitting down on the floor surrounding me.
"Hey I have an idea. Why don't you spend each day with one of us or with a couple of us? Hongjoong will invite the rest of the boys and we can invite whoever else you want." Jimin pitched the wonderful idea. Placing his hand on my shoulder, I smiled and he smiled back.
Everyone seemed to like the idea as long as it was okay with me.
"Don't worry Y/n, you won't be a burden and you never will be. I already know you're thinking that. Don't worry."
Dang it Hobi. He smiled and the room lit up. It was magical. Again, after awhile, the silence set in and Tae spoke up.
"Think about who you want over Y/n. For now do you have any song requests? "
"Really?"
"Any song you want."
I looked over at Hongjoong
" One Day at a Time? "
He smiled and started the song. pretty soon everyone else joined in. I felt happy again.
"If you're a bit scared
You're living on edge
It's hard to escape your worries... "
I leaned back against the wall listening to their beautiful voices go. After a couple songs were sang I got my list together of who I wanted to invite.
"I think I know who I want over."
"Already? Who?" Jungkook asked
"They're just more people that have helped me."
" Good. We want you to feel safe and happy who are they? "
" They are... "
they're gonna be my comfort idols so I'm sorry if there's someone you guys don't agree with or if yours aren't on it 😅😅🤍
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• I'm Sorry • (BTS X SUICIDAL READER)
RandomY/n seems like a typical 16 year old girl. She is obsessed with a boy band (BTS) and has the perfect life. at least that's what people think...
