Soulmates

45- Distance

Seoul, Shawn's first stop of Asian leg of tour. After spending his vacations with his girlfriend and family, Shawn was back on tour. Everytime, he went back, he found himself charged and more excited about it but this time he was feeling somewhat low. The beautiful moments he spent in his first romantic relationship was making him miss them so bad.

Flashback*

"Oh my god we were so small." Camila said laughing as they were watching, their old videos when they were younger.

"And weird." Shawn added making a bitter face.

"I know, it's very difficult to watch your younger self, seeing how unsure, foolish and awkward teenager we were." She told chewing the nut she had in a bowl, placed in her lap. "You know we should shut this off." She said shutting off the laptop and switching the button of remote control.

Shawn stared at her with his one arm around Camila as they both were laying on the couch in front of Television.

"What??" Camila asked noticing his gaze.

"Nothing!" He shrugged playing with her hair tendrils. "How did you know, I was uncomfortable watching my old videos?"

"I just know Shawn! Cause I felt the same way."

"Right!" He said and buried his nose in the crook of her neck. "You smell like heaven." He told her sniffing her neck.

"Really!" She giggled.

"What will happen, when I'll leave for tour again. So far that you couldn't even visit. How'd I live without you? How'd I even sleep when I've already gotten addicted with sleeping next to you, cuddling you in my arms." He said keeping his face buried in her neck.

"And how would I survive? You didn't think about that?" Camila asked. "Shawn!" She called observing his T-shirt, she was wearing while Shawn snapped up his head to look at her. "Can I keep your shirts? so when you'll be away, I'll have them atleast."

"Baby! You can keep as many shirts of mine as you want..." He told her smiling, tucking her hair behind her ear.

"Thanks." She said with a wide grin. "I've an idea." She said getting up.

"Where?"

"Wait I'm coming." She told moving inside the room, coming back with an orange bottle of perfume. "Here." She said plopping back on couch next to him.

"What's that?" He asked in confusion.

"My perfume..you said you liked my smell, so you can keep it and whenever you're away from me, just smell it, imagining me."

"Your smell." He smiled as he smelled the fragrance and capped the bottle again. "I love it."

Flashback ended*

Thinking of Camila, Shawn smelled the sent for 100th time now. Sitting alone on his bed of that luxurious hotel room, he squeezed his eyes shut, it was getting hard for Shawn to be on the opposite corner of the world. Time really is crazy, he spent his days and nights without her for whole 3 years but now all of a sudden, he could hardly spend a day without her. He thought he would slowly get over it as he'd spend some more time away from her. He flipped the bottle of perfume for one more time in his hand when he heard a beep of his phone. He quickly grabbed it thinking it would be Camila.

Get ready, we'll be leaving for QnA in an hour -Andrew

He threw the phone on bed, plopping down with it. "Fuck Shawn! Camila will be sleeping right now." Brushing his hair with his one hand, he realised the difference of timezones between the two continents of the world. He needed a vacation from his mind which was again becoming the mess of unnecessary thoughts.