I wish I could love you
Like others seem to be able to
Thoughts in a cloud full of you
Heart warm with each beat
Feeling like the wing of a butterfly
To feel happy whenever I think of you
Not distressed because of the confusion
I wish I could feel I have feelings for you
To not only have to go by facts
To have to notice I am clingy and jealous
That I am happy when you are around
Instead of just feeling it and knowing
This is meant to be
But my battered heart is numb
And my abused mind is fearful
I feel disabled when it comes to love
Having lost that capability to a monster
And there's no way for it to be returned
And I dont know if it can or will ever heal
So I sit here in a cycle
Trying to figure out what we should do
Because I refuse to play with a heart
Just because mine is so confused
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My Scribble Thoughts
PoetryMy second official series of poems, starting from My Frozen Heart. Sometimes we all can't think clearly. Sometimes we all don't have the ability to organize the cluster of words and scribbled thoughts in our head. I'm here to try and do it for you...
