I felt the joys of being loved
True and pure
Without abuse
And yet
My heart will not accept it
The universe wont let me have it
And I dont want to let go of it
But I have no choice
Now I am empty again
Grieving what could've been
Wondering how to love myself again
Myself, who cannot love someone else
It is hard to accept that this
Is now who I am
I curse my heart
I resent my abuser
And I loathe myself
And I dont know how to stop
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My Scribble Thoughts
PoetryMy second official series of poems, starting from My Frozen Heart. Sometimes we all can't think clearly. Sometimes we all don't have the ability to organize the cluster of words and scribbled thoughts in our head. I'm here to try and do it for you...
