5 Months

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We made it to 5 months
I was so happy
But then old feelings rushed in
The comfortable phase over
The loving phase over
My self loathing creeps in
As I dont understand
Why I cant love you
Someone who is everything I want
Who likes what I like
Who understands me
I am going to miss us together
But you deserve someone
Who can provide you your needs
That I can't provide
These 5 months were amazing
I felt so loved
But we cant go on
If I cant love you in return
Im sorry
I cannot apologize enough
I cannot cry enough tears
I wish I could erase this
And never have hurt you
Or held up your hopes
For 5 months

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