We made it to 5 months
I was so happy
But then old feelings rushed in
The comfortable phase over
The loving phase over
My self loathing creeps in
As I dont understand
Why I cant love you
Someone who is everything I want
Who likes what I like
Who understands me
I am going to miss us together
But you deserve someone
Who can provide you your needs
That I can't provide
These 5 months were amazing
I felt so loved
But we cant go on
If I cant love you in return
Im sorry
I cannot apologize enough
I cannot cry enough tears
I wish I could erase this
And never have hurt you
Or held up your hopes
For 5 months
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My Scribble Thoughts
PoetryMy second official series of poems, starting from My Frozen Heart. Sometimes we all can't think clearly. Sometimes we all don't have the ability to organize the cluster of words and scribbled thoughts in our head. I'm here to try and do it for you...