You Make Me Happy

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You make me so happy
So fucking happy
I don't know what I did
To deserve you
Maybe my kindness
Being held on
After all the abuse
Earned me
Good karma points
Which was redeemed
And rewarded
With you
You are
The complete opposite
Of who I had to endure
Ive never felt so emotional
Having someone
Genuinely tell me
"I love you"
I never felt so happy
That someone was willing
To work through my flaws
You don't just
Tell me things
Through words
You back them up
With actions
And I notice it
So much
Your efforts
Are never missed
I feel it all
Somewhere inside my chest
And feel like
Anytime soon
My ice will melt
And this time
For real
Because today I felt
A swirling nausea
My heart felt sick
For all the good reasons
So I am not numb
I am just waiting
For the right day
When I feel
Happy and safe enough
To love you from my heart
And not just with my mind
I know you are
The right person for me
And I cant wait
To feel it too

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