Queen&King Of Da South

Chapter 8: i lied

NICKI POV

after leaving the mall of course meek followed me but only meek. once again these bitches are setting home up to be alone with him so they can get dick yay how cool i rolled my eyes at the thought as i walked to the car meek caught up

Meek: "Nic listen to me" he said grabbing my arm

Nicki: "DONT TOUCH ME" i yelled snatching my arm away from him. this nigga obviously wants to get shot again

Meek: "Man stop making a fucking scene and listen to me. we ain't gone never work if you keep acting like this".

Nicki: "WHAT !??! are you being serious right now meek? i don't love you ! i don't fucking need you!! i'm not your hoes that need you by your side" i said in anger as he continues trying to get me to lower my voice

Meek: "Nicki calm the fuck down yo what the fuck is wrong with you?!!" he said getting loud back

Nicki: "YOU ARE WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME!... your trying to carry me like i'm one of your little hoes and for the hundredth fucking time meek i am not one of your little hoes meek i'm not !!!!"

Meek: "Nicki nobody trying to carry you like no hoe. i'm trying to make you my girl. why you tripping?!?!"

Nicki: "No!!! You just a heart breaker. wont let you break mine. CAUSE ILL BE SLASHING WINDOWS AND CUTTING YA BREAK LINES!!!"

Meek: "Nic hear me—"

Nicki: "Fuck you" i said cutting him off and walking away

going to the car and sitting in it for a while replaying everything over in my head i realized that i may have been over reacting the situation but i can't fall for meek and the feeling i get in my stomach when he comes around just shows how hard i'm already falling for him and his words but i can't do that.

2 weeks later

I was leaving out of my warehouse with asian and india getting in the car and heading home they kept questioning me about me and meek and what happened since i never spoke on it to them as we got out the car  and headed in the house i get tired of the questions so i began to sit in the living room with them and go over everything with them

Asian: "are you ready nic?" she questions

Nicki: "Yes........ i'm falling so fast i'm afraid of him, so i lied....to keep him from breaking my heart." i said sighing taking a breath before speaking again

Nicki: "i thought eventually he would let me go, that was my insecurities and my ego. missed my jump shot missed my free throw .... i miss the way we kissed.... that shit wasn't real it was magic if it was a record it would've been classic.... but fuck i'm tho....."

Asian : "But nic you would never know if you don't let your gaurd down and give it a try"

Nicki: "i guess this is what i gotta do to keep me from falling & stalling the truth. Who knew what he'd do if i let him in.....My momma ain't raise no fool i....."i stopped taking a deep breath

Nicki: "I'm not his usual typical type. who would protect me if i never hide???? i'm falling so fast i'm afraid of him" i repeated the last part for the second time.

Asian: "Nic you got to talk to him.... he's really feeling you. the way that he constantly asks about you shows it. i think he's really trying to prove himself to you because he hasn't even been around no hoes since yal incident at the mall".

Nicki: "wow really ?......"

India: "Nic you know i'm the younger sister so i can't really give you advice on things but i really think you should give him a chance or atleast tell him how you feel"