Queen&King Of Da South

Chapter 33: Expensive Pain

Nicki POV:

Nicki: "hey doll, there's something i really need to talk to you about..."

Asian: "sure nic .. what's wrong?" she asked with concern in her voice

Nicki: "follow me upstairs so we could talk." i responded before heading upstairs without getting the attention of the others

The whole sleeping around with meek thing was on my mind heavy knowing i have a situation back at home.. even though the feelings and the love may still be there for meek i still like nas. & what i'm doing to him is exactly what meek did to me and he doesn't deserve none of this just like i didn't but could it be true that meek made me more cold hearted than i already was before??? i mean i gave him chance after chance just for him to show me how fucked up he could be i mean i'm still getting to know nas and everything but in his eyes were perfectly fine and up until meek ass came back into the picture we were. this wouldn't be the first time i've stepped out of my relationship for meek and even though he's stepped outside of ours for random hoes it seems like i'm doing that to nas now.. stepping outside of our relation ship for a random hoe ass nigga... but not just any random hoe ass nigga.... he's my random hoe ass nigga. i was snapped out of my thoughts by asian snapping in face.

Asian: "Nic what's going on?"

Nicki: " Asian i— i don't even know how to say this. but i feel guilty."

Asian: "For what?.. keeping your pregnancy from everyone? or keeping it from the dad?" she said with an confused expression.. adding more guilt onto my guilt

Nicki: "No not that.. i mean yes that too but not only that .... it's nas. you know i'm doing to him exactly what meek did to me it isn't fair." i said complete silence took over as it took a moment for her to think

Asian: "oh wow ..... the Lying , the cheating , the fuckimg around.. the baby.... omg you are a mini meek!" she said jokingly

Nicki: "asian stopppp your making me feel worse!!" i said causing us to laugh

Asian: "Well nic, it's different.. you never were into nas he was your distraction from meek plus you've never even fucked him and y'all aren't even really dating you just call him your boyfriend to make meek jealous" she said causing me to laugh

Nicki: "What!? that is not true!!! i do like him!!"

Asian: "he isn't even your type nic! that's why you haven't let him smashed ! you like handsome chocolate guys and he isn't neither ...." she said back as we both laughed

Nicki: "now that.. may be true but this isn't about looks and plus i'm stingy with my pussy girl!"

Asian: "right and only real hood niggas that's darkskin and handsome can get it"

Nicki: "omggggg stopppp! your not helping!"

Asian: "Look nic i said break things off with nas and just go back to meek for the sake of your child and just give it one last try. if he fucks up i promise we can kill him.. together cause i know u won't do it alone." she said causing me to giggle

Nicki: "and have my baby be fatherless ? that's out the question. i can't leave Nas, actually ... he wants me to come back to newyork with him help him get on his feet and back into running things down there for a little while."

Asian: "So your going to be living in philly while he's living in newyork..." she asked confused

Nicki : " ..... he wants me to move down there with him and make that our permanent home and do business straight out of newyork... " i said and she instantly burst out into laughter