pretty sure a lot of you have noticed that i'm not fond of admitting when i need help
the reason?
i spend so much time helping other people that when i need help i ignore it b/c i'm busy helping other people.
this is such a bad habit to have, but i put others before me out of habit and i do it to a fault.
and i hate bothering people with how pathetic my life can be at times b/c my friends go through sm that it kinda makes me seem like a insensitive bitch if i bring up my own. ofc, they don't think that. i do. and i feel guilty when i have a problem but i'm complaining about it or crying over it, when i know damn well that my friends go through much worse than i do sometimes. ngl, i've been through some pretty fucked up shit. but still
random fact about me: i know every one of the 50 states in Alphabetical Order.
