As I began to disrobe, undressing myself in front of him, his attention was solely focused on me. A smirk formed on his lips as he took a sip of his Tequila. His eyes roamed freely over.
I hope he finally realizes my worth and values the love I hav...
"Ahhh my head!" damn. Hanggang kailan ba ako magiging ganito? Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay sa kanya. Eversince the day of my marriage, I didn't see her anymore. I did not receive any texts or call. Her facebook and Instagram accounts are there but the last time I've seen it online it was a month ago. I miss her so much.
The girl I've been with almost everyday, isang buwan ko nang di nakikita. I wiped my tears pulling my hair. I'm so paranoid thinking, what if she already met someone and she's happy. Or worst, I will never ever see her again. I don't have any idea where to find her. Her friends even ignored me by doing this to her.
If I could just.... Disobey mom. I'm a fucking coward. Useless. Worthless. Dumbass.
I walked into the kitchen and there are food inside some lunchboxes. Tss, is she really taking this shit seriously? Even how she'll try to act like everyone's ideal wife, I will never consider her as one.
Note: Mauna na ako. Sana kumain ka. Pahinga ka na lang kung masakit ulo mo.
Whatever. You're so gross and corny. Childish.
I opened all the lunchboxes and there are shushis, pork, shrimp, sliced carrot, broccolis, pineapple and kiwis. Yung isang baunan may pancit at some cut of pork and the fruits are the same. I took a bite of the sushi she made and I can't deny, it taste good. I sat down and start eating. Ngayon lang ata ako makakakain nang marami. I Know I lost some weight but the hell I care. If I die then I'll die.
Tumayo ako at kumuha nang softdrink sa ref. Well, if she'll cook this well, I'll probably it eat. She loves doing slave things here inside my house though.
I took a shower and prepare my stuffs. I comb my hair and wear my uniform. I can't stop staring on the picture of her placed on the table.
"What a beautiful sight. If you'll comeback, I'll take a risk to end this marriage and I'll be with you no matter what."
Addis POV
"Di ata siya pumasok, kita mo si Eren at Jean lang magkasama" nakasimangot nyang sabi.
"Baka may ginawa lang or malelate" baka nga di na yun papasok, lasing na lasing yun eh.
"Sana nga" kanina pa yan Levi nang Levi eh. Talagang tinutukso ako nang tadhana, nagkaroon pa ako ng kaibigan na patay na patay sa asawa ko. "Galing mo pala mag drawing. Kaya mo ba ako e drawing?" sabay pose na nakangiti.
"Oo naman. Gusto mo e drawing kita?"
"Wow? Seryuso? Sge sge"
As I am about start drawing, hinawakan ako nang mariin ni Tami.
"Si Levi..." napalingon kung saan siya nakatitig. Pumasok talaga siya. Mukhang wala lang ah? Di nga maitsura ng maayos yan kagabi. Basang basa sa laway, pawis, beer at kung ano pa, luha rin siguro.
Then I start to draw Tami while he's staring at Levi. Ano kaya magiging reaction mo noh if malaman mong asawa ko yang tinititigan mo? Magagalit ka kaya sakin? But for sure magagalit ka kasi I kept this as a secret. Well, wala namang nakakabilib kung malaman mong asawa nya ako, di naman ako gusto nyan haha. Sana wala paring magbago if ever mangyari yun Tami.
Just to let you know, I really really love drawings. Sabi ni lolo di daw ako sila marunong ni mama. Baka sa papa ko to namana though di rin ako sure kasi di ko siya nakilala. Pure charcoal pen lang gamit ko kasi di ako ganun kagaling sa colored pencils pero sana ma enhance ko rin yun.
"Here you go." I showed her my sketchbook and she's truly amazed.
"Wow ang ganda naman. Thank you!! Aww ang cute ko dito ah hehe"
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Hehe buti naman nagustuhan nya.
After my second subject, kakagaling ko lang sa library at patungo na ako sa room nang last subject ko when I saw someone very familiar. She's sitting on a bench with some girl. Seeing her in personal is more..... Nakakahiya at nakaka low nang self esteem. Kung maganda siya sa picture, mas lalo na sa personal. Ang ganda nang hubog nang katawan. Isa rin siya sa nagsusuot nang fitted na uniform di tulad ko na loose lang kayang suotin. Model figure talaga at obvious na maarte sa ganda nang kutis. I am so sure na siya yung babaeng nasa picture kasama si Levi. She's back. She's here.
Umupo ako sa kalapit na bench na kinauupuan niya at nang kasama niyang babae. May 30 minutes pa naman ako eh. Mamaya na lang ako pupunta dun. Syempre para akong na starstruck.
"How is he, did you really ignore him?" tanong nang kaharap niya na katulad din niyang payat at maganda.
"Nah. I don't want to talk to him either. He's now a married guy." sagot niya. Pero mahal na mahal pa rin siya ni Levi hanggang ngayon. Tiyak, maglalasing na naman yun mamaya. And speaking of Levi, napakasaya talaga nang araw ko dahil hayan na nga papalapit siya sa kinaroroonan nila Caliber. Wow as in wow. Ang saya di ba? Lol. Syempre di masaya. Nang minalas ka nga naman sana umalis na lang ako.
They saw him coming and as I can see, it seems like she will ignore Levi AGAIN.
"Can I talk to you please." si Levi yan. Grabe noh, ang legal wife nya nasa gilid lang. Alam kong alam niyang andito ako pero keber. Who u ba Addison?
"Please leave me alone."
"I'm sorry. Let me just talk to you." maiiyak na ata siya kaka please sa ex niya.
"Talk for what? What am I supposed to do to a guy who can't even introduce his girlfriend to his parents? Oh correction, EX-GIRLFRIEND" sagot ni Cali. Mala soap opera ang galawan ni ate ah.
"May iba ka na ba? Tell me, you're now with someone new that's why you're acting like this"
"What? Are you really asking me that? How about you? How's your married life?" nagkatitigan sila saglit saka kinuha ni Cali mga gamit niya at umalis. "Let's go, Trish." aya nya sa kasama.
"Wait, Cali sorry." he begged again. Cali kausapin mo naman kahit sandali. Kawawa naman yung tao.
"Bitawan mo ko, may klase pa ako" hinila nito ang kamay sa pagkakahawak kay Levi at winakli.
"Sorry, Levi" her friend apologized at naglakad paalis.
Levi could not take it at pinagsisipa lang naman yung concrete bench na inupuan nila. Naaawa talaga ako sa kanya at gusto ko siyang awatin pero it will just disobey our pact na di ipaalam na magkakilala kami so I just let him all out.
I slowly stand at tinitigan ako. Alam kong masakit sa paa ang ginawa niya sa lakas ba naman ng pagkakasipa dun sa sementong upuan pero di ata niya ramdam. Akmang aalis na sana siya nang nilingon nya ako.
"This is all your fault. You'll gonna pay for this" I continued walking at hinigpitan lalo ang dala kong libro. I sighed. Trouble again.
