The Unchosen Wife (Mature Content/Rated18) Levi Ackerman Fanfic

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Levi's POV

Buong gabi akong di nakatulog kaya antok na antok akong pumasok sa school.

"Di siya pumasok" I whispered as I am massaging my forehead.

"Who?" Jean asked

"Nothing..." Napailing kong sagot. Ano na kaya nangyayari sa babaeng yun. Di man lang siya lumabas kagabi para kumain. Paano kung sobrang mahina na siya at di na makatayo. Pota talaga malalagot ako sa mama ko pag may nangyari sa kanya.

"Have you ever.... Fucked,... A virgin?"

They're  both shocked staring at me. I felt awkward kaya I raised my left brow giving them a question mark face.

"Nah virgins can't turn me on. They are hypocrites having a mindset of marrying first the one they love before they gave it up. Well not all but usually those not liberated women, they are hard to pursue pero pag nakatikim na kulang na lang lapain ka na parang liyon." Jean shaking his head while sipping his soda. "Bakit mo ba natanong? May additional ka na naman ba sa standards mo? Pfffft, virgin pa pala yun si Cali eh sa mga past exes non--"

"No, no stop. I am just curious you know." Putol ko sa kanya. 

"Don't tell me, narealize mo na sex fantasies mo? hahahaha nah, kung gusto mo man may parausan, wag dun sa virgin, they are boring unlike girls like Cali. They can foreplay well." he added

"Not a chance. I will stick to Cali.." yes, she's admitted that she's no longer a virgin when we met and it's true she can foreplay and do well in sex. She took my virginity.

"You better do. If you ever attempted to, must be the woman you marry." as usual, my only self proclaimed well raised friend, Eren. 

"Tama na nga yang pagiging desente mo kuno, Eren. That sucks." inis na sabi ni Jean. Amongst us, it's him na womanizer.

"Am I? Hence I used to be like you before Jean but answering Levi's question, yes. I made love with a virgin and I can still recall how Mika cried when she lost hers to me." he nagged. Well we just knew it just today. Kaya pala di makahanap nang iba si Mika dahil si Eren nakauna sa kanya. They're almost tieng a knot soon dahil engaged na sila.

"Whaaaaaat?!!!!!!! Nope, you are lying.  Hahahaha" that's an expected reaction, Jean really likes Eren's girlfriend. I can't also believe that although she is an introvert, Mika enjoys drinking. Well, this just tells me how judgmental I am. Silent but observant.

"At first there's just no mean for me. *making an X gesture using his hands* It's true that having sex to a virgin was boring but since we mostly initiates to what they call, the first move, we are not mindful how fragile women like them during their first intercourse. Well, she was in pain and she admitted to me that it hurts..." tinaliman lang ito ng tingin ni Jean kaya dali dali niyang pinagpatuloy ang pag kwento *scoffs* "Oh, c'mon! basta nadatnan na nang tigang we really don't mind to stop so don't give me that shit look, Jean." It's true. Reminds me how she cried in pain that night, but, you just can't stop what you have started. I can really compare them ni Cali, and I honeslty can tell the difference.

"After that, she went to the bathroom. I noticed ang tagal niya sa restroom and when I followed her, umiiyak na pala siya. Of course I asked, nasaktan ko ba siya but you know what? She just smiled and asked me 'am I worth it? Many attempted but I gave it up to you', like dude, imagine, it made me realize how disgusting I was at that very moment. Remembering all my past, hitting different women, women has been touched mostly with guys they do not know who are, then here she is, pure and innocent. Kaya I promised to be faithful to Mika. I locked the ring on her finger and marry her soon. No cheating involved up until now." he lean on his chair and crossed his legs.

"Stupid! virginity is really not the problem here, so you mean kung di siya virgin nang natikman mo, katulad rin siya ng iba na after mong tikman iiwan mo?" bulyaw ni Jean. Smells like jealousy again.

"Shut up, dog. 5 months bago ko nakuha yun and I already love her before that happened. I am not you." Eren anwered.

"What did you say?!"

"Fuck it can you please lower your voice? People are staring at us" saway ko sa kanila. Mga kaibigan ko yan but the'yre still arguing for the same girl. Tsss. Morons.

1 message from Cali

Hi handsome, good luck sa Prelim. 

I smiled reading my girl's message. If we base from what Eren said, we should always admire the character. I just can't stop being guilty since I cheated on her. I love her so much. I should just probably ignore Addi and not even give a fuck even just an inch of her. She hates me now, hope it will help her change her mind and turn her way out of my life. 

I finished all my exam for this day's subjects and confident I passed all of them. I am so tired and laying down on the sofa which made me fell asleep an instant. Nagising ako ng alas 6 nang umaga. Haba pala nang tulog ko at dahil gutom na gutom na, I went directly to the kitchen to check if there is a food to eat. I am stocked at my position when I learned she is preparing food as this early. Nilingon niya ako at agad namang binaling ang atensyon sa pagluluto. Kumuha ako ng mug at nagtimpla ng kape. Sakto namang pagkaupo ko ay luto na ang fried rice na nasa mesa. She still put plates for me. The food  really looks delicious, I believe she cooked sweet and sour fish at chapsuey as side dish. Well bahala na siya sa buhay niya kung ano gagawin niya dito sa bahay basta she will remain quite, di ako papakialaman. 

I start eating and she stared at me like for 3 secs. Di ko na lang pinansin yun pero habang kumakain ako, mas naging visible na yung mga bogbog sa braso niya, well, di ko naman siya binugbog, yung mga marks lang na medyo napadiin at napalakas pag hawak ko sa mga parteng yun nang katawan niya. Th th.

Pero ang di mapanatag sa loob ko ay ang papasok siya ngayon na ganyan hitsura niya. As she is currently preparing her things kinompronta ko na agad siya.

"Are you really revealing that to people?" madiin kong tanong. 

Imbis na sagutin ako ay nilagpasan niya lang ako at sinuot ang blazer niya.

Fuck. Napapikit na lang ako sa hiya. Did she just ignored me? Bwesit, bahala nga siya mas mabuti ng di kami magpansinan.