GREAT PRETENDER // VxBTS // ✔

1. Blood

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No one's pov;

The sun were peeking behind the hills, fresh air were free, bird chirping and trees dancing due to the mild air outside

But inside the dorm where BTS lives together is not as calm and peaceful like what happens outside

A loud noise echoed through the four side of the livingroom, the noise came from the slap given to taehyung who's now facing the side because of the impact Jin puts on his blow.

"How dare u to talk back!!" Jin shouted

The other members stay still looking so shock, who wouldn't? This is the first time Jin throws a hand to his dear co-members.

"Say something Dumbass!!" They all startled

"Sorry Hyung" The brunette said softly, he don't want to trigger the older.

"Huh? sorry?... Shut it!! U always say sorry. I'm sick of it!! Why didn't u just die instead of Shin Dong-hyuk? He's more worth it and way better than you!!" the older said, he let anger eat him, he didn't care what he was saying at these times if it's offensive or not,  all he knew was that he was right and the brunette infront of him was the one at fault even if the boy did nothing.

Taehyung is crying silently infront of them

"Jin, Calm down" the leader suddenly spoke but the older didn't give two fuck

"Yeah... I wish I... I was the one who died" the brunette chuckled dryly. "I just wish i am the one who is buried 15ft down the ground" he turned his back to the oldest and run upstairs locking himself to his room, his comfort zone.

Ever since the incident happened, They all blame him for Shin Donghyuk' death who's supposed to be the 8th member of bangtan but before they debuted, Taehyung got kidnapped, Dong tried to save him but got killed on saving him.

Taehyung sobs quietly, sitting on the floor, back rested on the close door and hugging his knees

"Why do i need to receive such a shit like this? I wish I was the one who died not Donghyuk hyung cuz like Jin hyung said he should be the one who's alive not a useless coward like me" the brunette said consciously crying

Taehyung got up and run straight to his bathroom, he know what else can help him... to ease the pain rested on his shoulders. He opened the light he step a little bit to reach the sink. As he look at the mirror the scene earlier refreshes on his mind

Flashback...
Tae pov's;

I woke up early this morning because nightmare happened, lately the same nightmare in the past would hunt me everyday until now so i keep on waking really early that it makes me tired. I took a little walk outside near the park without informing anyone

I opened the door and i was greeted by Jin Hyung's serious face, i didn't notice the worried look of the others because i was too focus on Jin hyung's face

"Where have u been? Jin Hyung said in a serious with a hint of worried voice?

is he worried?

"Why asked? the last time i checked, u guys didn't care abt my existence" I didn't realize that i was voicing my thoughts out. I realized it when a hard slap engulfed my right cheeks with its force my faced turn to the side, shock washed all over my face. Although they change a bit i know that they're concerned and they love me. This is the first time Jin Hyung raises his hand to us... i mean to me.

Flashback end...

Taehyung sigh, He again started crying really hard. It hurts, he badly want the pain to leave. Why can't it just go away?   He reached for the hanging cabinet and sneak out the best buddy of all... He look at the razor with a smile, a sad smile he always wear everytime he meets his best buddy. He plugged it into the outlet.

He took off his clothes and revealing his perfect body but the scars were visible all over his both wrist up to his forearm.

He took a deep breath and start cutting his skin. Beautiful, it's a beautiful sight for him, bloody red started running from his fresh wounds, dripping continously on the sink

Pain Vs Pain, He want more blood. He did twenty five cuts on both wrist, he watched it in awe like it was some kind of art, he didn't even feel any pain, it was like the emotional and physical pain he had was in a battle and self harm is winning.

Meanwhile, the others were in the kitchen eating quietly.

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My English is very bad. So sorry bitches:(( i'll improve and it's a promise;))

Bloody chapter we have here friends!

First chapter done. Wht d'you think hoes? comment up and say anything shits, i will be happy to see ur comments😉