GREAT PRETENDER // VxBTS // ✔

2. Am i Worth it?

No one's pov;

Yesterday, the second youngest Just locked himself on his room not wanting to interact with any of the members. He feel embarrassed, He thought it's all his fault that he is at fault in the very beginning.

Today they're in the practice room, practicing the dance choreography of their new song Dope

He wasn't doing well, they've been practicing again and again because of his tons of mistakes, at first the members didn't mind it but when tae always mess up the others were getting annoyed.

Hoseok as the dance leader couldn't take his shits anymore and he snapped.

"TAEHYUNG!! Why can't u just do it right? this is very easy!! Namjoon and Jin were doing good than you. What the fuck is happening with you? at least put your best so that you don't become a burden to us!! LET'S TAKE A BREAK!!" After the long shitty shit hoseok released he walked out followed by the members

Jimin, Tae's bestfriend walked close to him and patted his shoulder "shh tae don't mind him, he is just so stress, he didn't mean it" Jimin again patted the brunette's shoulder and got out as well

Taehyung broke down, crying silently. Crying is his sideline now. He doesn't feel good today, he locked himself yesterday and didn't eat anything he didn't even had the chance to eat breakfast cuz no one wakes him for breakfast.

He felt pain on his wrist, it's the cut on his wrist, the white long sleeves soacked with red liquid.

When he started cutting his flesh he wears long sleeves, hoodies or anything that will cover his scars, he didn't want his member to see it.

He grabbed his extra black hoodie on his bag and went to the comfort room, he locked the door and took off his clothes immediately, he watched the blood dripping to his wounds a couple of minutes before he decided to wash it and put some bandage

He glanced at the mirror " I'm so pale" sigh "who does even care?"

I don't even care if i die today as if someone will miss me or such...

He walked out and went to the practice room where the others is impatiently waiting for his arrival

"Where have u been? ah nvm u thought that we didn't care right? so be it don't even think the other way around...Let's practice" Yoongi said before turning his back to the younger

Taehyung were shock, to all of the members Yoongi was the one who don't do such things.

Tae felt his tears is dripping down so immediately wiped it with his bare hands, he want to be strong and happy infront of them even if he feels the opposite of it.

Deep through his mind... he questioned himself why do i keep losing my love ones? First my family... next Dong hyung and now i'm slowly losing my friends... my second family.

He is scared of the thoughts that Bangtan is slowly slipping away from his hand.

Why did the loving members, hyungs i have become so distant that i can't even reach them now... oh yeah it's my fault, all my fault, if i didn't go out that night... if i didn't act so immature throwing tantrums like a kid that night... none of this will happened. I need to do something before it's to late-
before he is finish discussing what to do he received a punch from the leader

" WHAT THE FUCK KIM TAEHYUNG?!" the brunette blink twice and scan the whole area, he fall on his back but didn't feel anything, he was so shocked that he didn't feel the punch and impact falling on the floor. The first-third maknae look at him with pity, seokjin being in the mother mode look at him with worried look but the three hyungs were fuming mad