THE LOST SINGER [COMPLETED]

Lost Self

✒️Things we love the most,
    Things we adores the most,
Things we cares the most.... Will it ever come back to us after abandoning it?  What if we lost it somewhere we don't even know.
     We should never lose ourselves.
Sometimes hiding from the world is fine. But one should never lose themselves, should never lose one's own identity. ✒️

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__DARSHAN__
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Hardil--" Okay.. Ready Darshan?"

I took a deep breathe. Closing my eyes, I tried to feel the tune. Gulping the nervousness down to my throat, I prepared myself for the final recording.

Hardil--" Ooookay.. dropping the beat.."

Again. !
I missed it Again!

Hardil--" What's Wrong with you??"

I don't have any answers for that.
It's been 3 hours we are here. I haven't recorded a single line.
Everytime I try to sing, my throat went dry. A bloody fear started crawling inside.
I can't do it. I just can't.

Hardil--" Darshan...!! Let's try it again okay?"

I shook my head and went outside.
I wasted everyone's time. It's me who can't even utter a word.
What the hell I am doing?
Music is the only thing I can live for but now, it left me. I lost it. I--------

Hardil--" Are you okay?"

Me--" What do you think?"

Hardil--" I think you need some air".

Me--" All I need is... Some miracle..."

Hardil--" Darshan..."

Me--" It's okay Hardil.. I am fine.. I am fine.. I....

Before my weakness comes out as a flood of tears, I left from the studio.
When I returned to my house and entered inside my studio, I went numb.
The big chair, the mic , music instruments and the speakers , everything seems useless. Looking at these, My heart was crushing. My knees couldn't take my weight anymore, my body fell on the ground.
What am I going to do? I have nothing.
My... My music left me. I can't sing.
The one and only thing I can do ..... No... I can't right? I....
Sinking inside the damn truth, I locked the door from the inside. Rested my back on the wall , I started remembering the good old days.

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__KUNAL__
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Me--" So... What are you going to do next?"

While chewing her favourite cheese burst pepperoni pizza she looked at me.
Damn she is cute!

Disha--" Mmm. I am thinking...I should book a cab... Tera aj ek meeting hai na... Sham ko...so I'll go... By myself."

While hogging the food , she replied.
I somehow managed to hold my giggle while pressing two fingers on my mouth.

Me--" I am not talking about what are you going to do today .... I am talking about whether you'll stay here or you'll return back to Mussoorie?"