𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 [ 𝐍.𝐑. 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 ]

Chapter 5: Training session

---Y/n Pov---

"Why were you lying?", she said with a hard tone.
She was clearly boiling in anger.

"I don't know what you are talking about", I said lightly and pressing the button to my floor.

When I looked at her, she tilted her head.
"I know what I saw yesterday and pretending to be fine although you are not and why the hell did you lie, you wouldn't know what Hydra did to you when you exactly knew it", she confronted me.

I sighed and avoided her gaze.
I didn't answer Wanda's question at all. I just stood there in the elevator and remained silent.
When she was observing me the whole time, she grew impatient for me not saying anything.

"I hate to talk about it and I will clearly not sit in a circle just to talk about how I felt what Hydra did to me and I never will talk about it, that is not going to happen besides I don't want to be a burden", I said with a blank tone, crossing my arms.

Wandas face softened and sighed at my
answer.
"See you later", I said as the elevator opened and stepped out leaving her behind.

As I reached my room, I took a quick shower to get all the sweat out off my body and changed into some comfortable clothes.

I checked my phone it was already 7 a.m. time for breakfast.
When I went straight to the common room and opening the door, everyone's gaze landed on me.
Akward tension filled the room until Bucky waved wildly to my direction and smiling like a child when I saw he gestured a free seat next to him at the end of the table.
I chuckled and wandered next to him to sit down.
"I am glad you came doll", he said with a grin and shoving a waffle in his mouth looking like a hamster with his stuffed cheeks.

"Well I don't have an another choice do I", I said giving him a smirk.
Thereupon he chuckled.
There was a black cup with a cover on it infront of me.
I glanced to Bucky who was giving me a knowing nod and giving me the cup in my hands. Since Tony's order Bucky  always keeps an eye on me and supports me whenever he can.
The bottom of my heart, I am so thankful to have him in my life.
When I sniffled lightly the scent of warm blood was rushing to my nostrils and it incited my hunger.
After all the accidents and so on I was still scared to lose control.
I balanced the cup in my hands unsure wether I should drink it infront of everyone, I never felt comfortable enough around people when I have to drink especially not around humans. My body tensed slightly thinking about it and Bucky as always felt my tension he put his metal hand on my thigh and gave me a soothing stroke.
He knew I struggled with this topic since the first day even when he never stops teasing me about Natasha all the time but still I appreciate him for being Bucky.
I thanked giving him a smile and he continued eating his waffles, his hand still resting on my thigh.
I felt a chair shifting around on my left side and when I looked up to see Thor sitting next to me.
"Good morning Thor", I said in a sweet sing-song voice.

"Good morning Lady y/n, did you sleep well?", he asked me and I locked my gaze with his.

"Yeah, thanks and you?"

"I did aswell thanks Lady y/n", he said in a quite voice and began to blush.
I furrowed my eyebrows and when I turned around to see Natasha who was sitting across of me was eyeing Thor the whole time with a cold stare.

If looks could kill.

Thor cleared his throat to get my attention.
"I am sorry about yesterday...", he started slowly.
The others were busy so they didn't pay attention to our chit chat at all.

"It's fine don't worry about it", I cutt him off politely.

"It's not fine, how can you be so calm about this?!", said Natasha sternly looking directly at me.