New Day but, Mixed Emotions

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(Y/N) POV 

((TW: Homophobia and Sexual things)) 

The morning light peered through the crack in the curtains blinding my eyes I slowly started to wake up. I yawned and stretched scratching the back of my hair slightly and soon looked over at Xander who was still sound asleep. I smiled and started running my fingers through his long hair. 

Slowly making my way off the bed I slipped into my jeans and grabbed my cigarettes and lighter and made my way to the balcony that was right outside Xander's room. I closed the door leading to the balcony so the wind won't wake the sleeping boy inside. I took a cigarette placing it between my lips and lit it with the lighter taking a few puffs and blowing the air out. 

As the morning light gently hit my skin I couldn't help but, thinking about what happened the night before, the cuffs, chains, silk blindfolds and, just the fact that Xander to have really enjoyed it. It got me thinking what other things is he into. I sighed about it taking another puff of the cigarette. Soon I started hearing my phone go off in my jean pocket. I grabbed and saw who calling me "Rose," It said 

'Great it's my mother' I thought and rolled my eye but, I answered it anyway 

(Y/N): Yeah what do you want now 

Rose: (Y/N) (Y/L/N) WHY THE FUCK DID YOU RUN AWAY YOU GET YOURSELF HOME NOW 

I sighed not really wanting to deal with her and her bullshit. So I just let her call me all the names she wanted 

Rose: YOU WORTHLESS, PATHETIC, FUCK WIT, LOSER, DUMBASS, SON OF A BITCH. YOU WILL COME HOME OR I WILL FIND YOU! 

She hanged up 

I took the phone away from my ear and back in my pocket. I wasn't too worried. Rose isn't the smartest person and besides, she's a complete waste of my time. I finished the cigarette and just looked at the sunrise taking in a breath of fresh air and got a little tempted to have another cigarette but decided not to have one.  

The sky was way too beautiful it was a photo moment I held my phone portrait and took a photo of the pretty sunrise 

The sky was way too beautiful it was a photo moment I held my phone portrait and took a photo of the pretty sunrise 

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I smiled at the photo and lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear the door of the balcony open 

Soon I felt too long sleeves wrap around my waist I looked down and soon turned around and smiled "Wearing my collared shirt are we" I chuckled seeing how big the shirt was on Xander. It honestly made him too like a really small child but, It was so cute 

"D-Do you want me to take it off?! I-I'm sorry if you wanted it!" Xander said looking like he was about to panic he started undoing the buttons 

I gently grabbed his hands and looked into his gorgeous ocean eyes "You wear it. It's ok my little emo boy" I reassured him, gently kissed the top of his forehead, and soon placed my hand on his cheek and caressed it. His cheeks are so warm and soft. 

He soon wrapped his arms back around my waist and hugged me tightly. I let him and I soon hugged back but, I couldn't help but, have a flashback of when Rose did find me once when I left the house to get away from her...

FLASHBACK 

I was 13 about a month after dad's funeral 

Rose was shouting and screaming at me and had an empty bottle of wine and smashed it over my head making me collapse and fall to the ground and everything was terrible. Blood poured out of my head and I ran out the door 

"GET BACK HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT" She screamed at me standing at the front but, I was already gone 

I was trapped down and crying in the alley in the city I didn't want to go back to my drunken mother and a messed up house where I'm nothing but, a mistake and should never have existed. I cried for hours. 

Soon a nice man saw me his hair was a light brown and eyes blue like the ocean. He walked over to me and kneeled down "Hey little one...Are you lost?" His voice was so amazing and soothing...He reminded me of my dad...

I looked at him and before I could even get a single word out. There she was Rose the one who I'm meant to call mother standing behind the man

"L-LOOK OU-" I tried to warn the man but, he turned around and Rose pegged a glass shard from the empty wine glass she smashed on my head into the man's head. I screamed and cried...It reminded me so much of my father's death. I tried to escape but, Rose grabbed my wrists and dragged me back home soon I gave up and cried myself to sleep on the way back home. Wondering how did she know where I was? Why would she have bothered finding me when she finds me useless?! 

END OF FLASHBACK 

I had my arms tightly around Xander's waist holding back my tears. He looks happy for once. I don't want him having to deal with my dumb depression 

"(Y/N)...is there something on your mind...?" Xander looked at me the sun hit his eyes perfectly it glistened in the light it honestly made me feel a little better

"Don't worry about me Xander I'm ok. I'm honestly just thinking about last night" I said with a slight smirk 

A tinge of red appeared across Xander's face "L-Last Night! It really was fun...but, where did find those chains and handcuffs!?" Xander looked at me with a worried expression 

I chuckled "I found the chains in your closet and the handcuffs in your bedside draw. You were lost in a train of thought soooo I saw the opportunity to find something in that room of yours and boy did I find some kinky stuff" I smirked and gently slapped Xander's ass 

Xander was blushing from embarrassment "N-No one was meant to find those!!"  He hid his face in my chest 

"Babe can I be honest. I was surprised that you had a bunch of kinky stuff at least I know what you like~" I bit my bottom lip 

"No! You're a tease but, still, no one else can know!" Xander blushed 

"Don't worry babe no one will know" I chuckled and we both went back inside the room 

(No one's POV) 

Little did the boys know Luke was recording the whole night. He saw (Y/N) and Xander leave Rose's house and had set up a Camera in Xander's room before they got there and recorded everything and the conversation on the balcony. Luke chuckled and showed his whole entire gang the sex tape and the conversation between (Y/N) and Xander 

"Dude! This is so gross but, perfect blackmail!" Mike was laughing and high fived Luke 

"Oh dude I know and that's why it's going to be all around school" Luke chuckled and posted the video and conversation to Twitter "Now everyone will know. School Is going to be interesting" Luke chuckled and he walked away with the gang. 

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