I was alone until I found you {Emo Boy x Male Reader 💫}

What are we?

(Y/N) POV:

Entering the gates of the school I could feel the nerves shivering down my spine. I could feel my body shaking, the bandages around my ribs started to tightened I winced under my breath I couldn't let Xander worry any longer, his eyes radiated heavy amounts of fear and guilt. But something he said kept playing my head

He told me he loved me...is it too early to say love. Why didn't I say it back? I could feel heart pound my chest harder like a boxer in the wrestling ring. Guilt poured all over but I held back the feeling pushing it down bottling it up just like always..

"Hey...whats wrong...You're sweating bullets." Xander looked at me wiping the beads of sweat falling down my face

Trying to play it cool I grapped the bottom of my shirt and wiped the sweat off "Don't worry about me I'm alright" wiping away the sweat my abs showed. From the corner of my eyes I could see those popular girls drool and bite their bottoms lips

Xander noticed and grabbed my shirt pulling it down, his jealousy was really starting to show through "Let's just go" Xander said grabbing my hand dragging me to the halls and heading to his locker

Looking at Xander's face, something about it wasn't right..Rage washed over his eyes, yet sadness was also their..his emotions were getting to him, I wrapped my hands around his waist I could feel his heart beat decreasing and his breathing wasn't heavy.

A smile gently appeared on Xander's face he turned around and I could his lips gently touch mine. He broke the kiss when the bell rang "I'll see you after class" He said smiling and heading to class

I leaned against his locker closing it watching the emo boy wall to his class. He's so cute I thought smirking a little.

As I walked the empty halls, my feet lead we towards the back of the school with the graffiti full of names of the couples of the school. I took the cigarettes and ligter out from my pocket and lit it smoking that sweet tobacco

While staring at the graffiti I saw Xander's name on the far right corner, my curiosity grew stronger. I went closer to Xander and saw a name with a heart...'Hayley'

Who is Hayley?! I thought and pressed my hand against the graffiti..it was still wet.

Pieces of my heart shattered. Was Xander with someone? The thought sounded stupid but could it be true?

I decided to ignore it and went back to my cigarette lighting a new one and puffing it out seeing the smoke drift away in the wind, the hot son started to make me dripp bullets of sweat. I unbuttoned the top of my shirt to let the cool breeze come close contact to my skin

Soon a girl walked around the corner in a short skirt and cropped top with fish net stockings that were slightly ripped. Her long blonde tied up in a ponytail and her eyeliner was snatched. She stood on the opposite side of the wall pulling out a vape and puffing out the tropical air

Soon she looked at me with a disgust look "its the popular kid. Where's your little emo boyfriend"

I just looked at her and threw my cigarette on the ground "Whats it to you"

Her eyes rolled "look I ain't here to argue but I think you should know about Hayley" she smirked

I apart of my body jolted as if I've been hit by lightning I looked over at the fresh spray painted name next to Xander's in a heart "why should I listen to you"

The girl soon put her vape away "Hayley is part of the cheer team and everyone knows that Xander goes for the popular ones and the ones with money"

A part of me didn't want to believe any of these foolish words that came out of this bitch's mouth but sadly I was invested what if Xander was cheating on me...or am I the side piece..or is this a rumor..?

Thoughts echoed through my mind. I know I shouldn't listen to those voices especially her's.

"I can tell you don't want to hear it so I'm not wasting your time but if you need me" She walked over and put a piece of paper in my shirt pocket and gently caressed my peck "call me big boy" she winked and soon walked off

Took out the paper and saw her number and name "Terra" pretty name I thought and punched the number into my contacts just sending her a hey and my name. I put my phone back into my Jean pocket and walked back into the halls

As I walked in people stopped and turned at me I could hear the whispers but I chose to ignore them

My best friend Josh soon turned the corner with a disappointed look on my face "Hey dude soooooo I just found something out and you got to hear it.."

Staring at my locker I opened it and grabbed my books for my next class "what is it" I sighed not sounding interested

"Dude i get it but, I'm being serious.." he sighed "Xander kissed Hayley Porter"

At that point my heart sank to my stomach I slammed my locked shut and walked off hearing the bell ring.

I opened the door and sat in the corner of the art classroom pulling my pencil out I started playing with it, twirling it around my fingers trying not to think about what Josh told me "it's not true it's not true" I said to myself

Little did I know Mr Jamerson heard me "(Y/N) are you alright" he said lowering his book

"It's not true!!" I shouted and chucked my books onto the floor and took the chair and threw it at the wall. My breathing quickened and soon lowered as I looked over and saw Xander standing at the door entrance

Xander's eyes looked scared as he looked at me throwing the chair "(Y-Y/N)" he spoke looking at me in terror

"Tell me the rumors aren't true tell me!!" I shouted as rage entered my blood stream digging my finger nails into the palm of my hands

The Emo boy's eyes filled with tears "I-i.."

"Tell Xander Andy Michael's!" Using is full name put my so called boyfriend in tears

"P-please I don't know what's going on" The stuttering I just couldn't take

"Who the fuck is Hayley!"