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#10

Aesira

I opened the door and saw Athena and April staring back at me "you good" they asked looking at my flustered face, "yeah I just... ran around the hotel...cardio" I laughed slipping off my shoes and going to my room

"How was the meeting with the boss?" She screamed from the outside.

"Fine" I yelled back "I need another shower" I whispered to myself stripping out of my jacket and pants, I walked to the bathroom and looked at the mirror, my face was red as hell.

I tied my hair back into a ponytail not wanting to wash it again, my hands were tightening to ponytail when I leaned farther to the mirror and lifted my neck to the side.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me right now" I mumbled to myself shaking my head "did he fucking mark me" I pressed my finger against the bruised flesh and hissed "ow" I pulled away

I groaned and went for a shower, how the hell do I get rid of this or even hide it from everywhere, it's not like it was hidden below my ear it was right in front for everyone to see, I'm surprised Athena and April didn't notice

Or they did and didn't say anything...

I quickly rinsed my body and got out of the shower, I have to work soon.

"Sira! Let's go we're going downstairs to eat!" Athena yelled banging in my door, I put on some clothes and opened the door "I'm coming" I said pushing my hair in front the best I could "um April" I said walking out fully" she looked at me confused

"Do you have any makeup?" I asked her very subtle "you don't look like the type?" She laughed

"Doesn't hurt to look good lad once in a while" I shrugged my shoulders, "ok... let's go to my place then" she got up from her lying position on the couch and walked to the door me on her tail

I walked slowly replying to everything in my mind over and over

'Stay'

Did I regret not staying...?

I couldn't have. I'm not ready for anything like that. Especially with him, "Aesira" April called out. I snapped out of my daze "hmm" I hummed

"Here's the makeup" she handed me a bag laughing, I smiled grabbing it and walking to her bathroom "do you even know how to wear makeup?" Athena asked me

"Yes" I scoffed and closed the door, I lied.

I opened the bag looking at all the makeup...I don't even know what half of these things are. I never had someone to show me these types of things or even friends too. Homeschooling was good for nothing.

I picked up something that looked like my skin tone, I twisted the cap open and squeezed it on the back of my hand, "fuck I don't know what I'm doing" I told myself

I took my finger dabbing it in the mixture and putting it on the mark that was hugely placed on my neck, "I can still fucking see it" I whispered and looked inside the bag again

I picked up a powder and put it over making it a bit more covered but obvious, I sighed and pulled my hair over it pretending I was talking, I laughed in the mirror as if I was talking to someone seeing how they would see me

I stopped and just looked at myself "what the fuck am I doing" I shook my head and closed the bag, "well I mise well put some makeup on or they'll be confused" I grabbed the mascara and put some on along with some lip gloss

"What else do I do" I bit the inside of my cheek "hurry I'm hungry" April yelled from outside, I looked towards the closed door and closed the bag up to leave