This is a book contains different short stories and free time ships that I write with the help of @RainAngel15. She has her own collection of stories and books please check her out!
... requests are gladly accepted ❤️
It's been almost two years since I last opened this book to contribute to something that meant everything to me at some point. It makes me really sad that I dropped it one day to "grow up", I wish that'd never happened. I can't bring myself to finish the things I was so passionate about before... it feels wrong. Like I'm dabbling in someone else's work, like I'm not the same person at all. But I'm really proud of the stories I've produced with the help of people who I've met on this platform, they were great and I miss them so much. I made myself productive and that helped keep me alive. It might sound silly but I'm grateful, to the boys of reaction time and those who stuck with me. Things don't always go as planned but I hope everyone is doing well whether you're reading this or not. Seventeenth is a big number that's where I'm headed. I feel forgotten right now... but also guilty. I promised to write many more of my stories but there are some that'll never have a proper ending. I'm such a cowered, so ashamed. I let you, and my self down. We read these stories because there weren't many around at the time. Not many about ships and craziness. I was too scared to confront you before so I disappeared, if you ever worried about me- I'm sorry.
So so so sorry. That was the worst thing I could've ever done! I really considered you my friends They say it's never too late I hope it isn't for me To apologize For the false hope For leaving... I'm sorry!
It was all me, I had a lot of problems but I wasn't even fixing them just sitting alone wasting time, waiting for it all to pass, for pain to realize how useless I am, just an idiot and take my suffering away. In the end, the hard way was the only option. I feel more stable now, I say this as I'm having my weekly mental breakdown but seriously I just need to focus and keep at it!
I wanna thank you for reading I've never gotten this personal before but you guys deserved to know everything! This was really difficult to admit but it's sincere
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Love you Have a great night (currently 9:20 in LA -5/24/21)
