My Cheerleader

CHAPTER 15

It's now Monday and I've texted Jennie a little throughout the weekend. She's still saying that she'll break up with Jackson soon she's just WAITING FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT

But what if the right moment never happens and I'm just stuck as her secret make-out buddy? Don't get me wrong making out with her is great I would just like her to be my first girlfriend, although there is one problem ever since that kiss with Tzuyu she's been appearing in my mind at random moments

I don't know what to do because I'm so confused. I'm seriously discombobulated right now with a sigh, I dragged myself from the little home I made in my bed and got up

Now in my school uniform, I am ready to go. As it raining my mom is driving my brother and me to school. Bambam is called shotgun so I'm stuck in the back seat, I always like being in the car in the rain because it feels like I'm in some sort of music video

It didn't help that there was the perfect song on the radio to be in a sad music video. Under my breath, I slightly hummed the lyrics just of earshot

I am always careful with humming in the car ever since I was little, when I was younger single ladies came on when we were in the car and I started blasting the lyrics out and dancing, but as it turns out I'm a horrible singer and dancer and wish to never think of that moment of my life again

Although as I try to forget that terrible moment of the past it still gets mentioned by my parents at family reunions

Once at school, I say goodbye to my mom and she kisses me on the cheek, I let her do so because she's my mom and I don't want her to cry with all the pregnancy hormones

At the door waiting for me is Somi like normal but she's talking with Tzuyu. Feeling nervous I walked up to them and we greeted each other with a 'Hi'. Surprisingly Tzuyu didn't back away but instead gave me a timid smile

When we are all walking into the hall I couldn't help but look Tzuyu up and down a bit. Her skirt was a bit higher and her top clung onto her figure perfectly, every curve of her body looked great and her legs looked so long with the most amazing shape

Wait....was I checking her out? As I thought this a little blush came rising onto my cheeks. I couldn't like her I like Jennie. But is Jennie some kind of fantasy I want to happen but never will, is Tzuyu my reality someone I never realized I could like or even love one day if I gave it a chance?

What if she's over me and that's why we can be friends again if she even wants to, this whole situation has come to be a lot more confusing with every thought. Maybe I should just distract myself and talk to Bambam about this later

It may be lame with me always going to my brother for advice but he has dated a lot more people than me

"Hello, earth to Lisa" Somi remarked waving her hand in my face when we got to her locker. Tzuyu chuckled next to her while waiting for me to answer

"Sorry I was in my world" I uttered blushing an even darker red

Whilst Somi grabbed her books and other bit's and bobs from her locker she asked "So what or who were you thinking about?"

"Uh....No one...Um I mean nothing" I stuttered turning redder than a tomato

"I don't believe you but okay" she shrugged turning around shoving books in her bag

When that was over we headed to our separate classes. Mine happened to be chemistry with Jennie, I'd normally be excited for that reason but today I feel sick with dread

As I entered my class my breath hitched when I saw Jennie, her hair looks amazing in beach wave curls and her makeup is stunning. She's tapping her nails on the desk that have been painted a different color since Saturday when I last saw her