"Sweetie are you okay?" Mom asked as I pushed around my cereal making it go all sloppy in the milk
"Yeah I'm just not hungry" I whispered
"Is this about you and your stupid girlfriend thing" dad huffed
"She's not stupid and is not my girlfriend" I mumbled my voice breaking on the last word
He snickered at my response happy that I'm no longer seeing her
"Well that's good at least now you can find the perfect man...or any man" he retorted looking back down at his paper and taking a sip of his coffee
"We talked about this" my mom hissed to dad
"Sorry I know to try and ignore how you let them indulge in homosexuality while you do nothing to help them get over it," dad remarked
"Dad shut up about your stupid narrow-minded views and let us eat our breakfast in peace" Bambam retorted coming over to the table with his food
I looked at Bambam trying to muster up a small smile as thanks for him sticking up for us. He smiled in return
The rest of the breakfast went by in piece except the snarky looks my dad kept giving Bambam and I
Walking to school is weird without Jennie, today Tzuyu and I decided to walk together. There isn't much conversation as we both look like a mess after having our hearts broken
I need to forget that Jennie even exists. Every time I say her name in my head it's like another part of me has broken
I've realized I feel lost without her
Trying to ignore that thought I headed to the first lesson
Going into history I sit down in my seat which is annoyingly next to Jk
"Hey, Lisa I just wanted to tell you that what happened between Jennie and me was because we were drunk and our friends were pressuring us. I love Tzuyu and want to make it right between us but I also feel a need to explain and help you and Jennie"
As soon as her name left his lips I feel as if my heart has been cut in two
"Don't talk to me" I said sternly focusing on the lesson that has just begun
Luckily he listened although it was hard to focus from people giving me pitying looks
I came out of history feeling anxious for my next lesson. Of course, I had to have chemistry today
Going into the class I went straight to the teacher asking if I could be moved to the front
She gave me a sad smile like she knew what had happened and sat me next to someone at the front
All lesson I try not to turn around and steal one glance on Jennie
I miss her. But I can't. I can't forgive what's she's done
At lunch, Jennie is back sitting with her 'friends' now that she is 'straight' again according to school gossip
Jennie kept on looking over to me and it's hard trying to avoid making eye contact and looking at her
I need to get over her
"Hey Lisa everything will get better," Somi said reassuringly and placed her hand on mine
The contact was surprisingly comforting and I realized how much I need my friends right now
"Tzuyu how are you?" Somi asked Tzuyu who is gazing off looking in a corner
Tzuyu drew her attention back to us and gave a little shrug
"Maybe you should both have a rebound relationship, not with each other. Unless you want to?" Somi suggested wiggling her eyebrows playfully at the last part
I looked over at Tzuyu thinking that it's a stupid idea
"No that's crazy I just need to get over Jennie not go around kissing someone else" I stated then stormed off to my next lesson
I got back home and slumped myself on the sofa and turned on the TV not paying any attention to the blurring colors on the screen
The front door opened but I think nothing of it
It's probably my parents or Bambam
As I'd expected Bambam came into the room with a smile on his face
"Hey," he said as he walked into the room giving me a small smile
"Hi" I replied taking barely any notice
I don't know how I should act or feel right now. I just feel numb
It had been around two weeks since Jennie cheated and I'm no longer sad, I'm angry
What Somi had suggested has been swimming around my mind for the past few weeks and I don't care if it's reckless and stupid
I'm already halfway to Tzuyu's house
Knocking on the door it opens after a few seconds
But the seconds felt like hours. Is this a good idea? No. But I'm doing it anyway
Tzuyu is stood at the now open door
"Hi Tzuyu I know it's fast I've kept on thinking about it, thinking about you. Maybe we- well what I'm trying to say is would you like to go on a date with me?" I rambled timidly
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My Cheerleader
Fanfiction(story adaptation) Lisa is gay and has a massive crush on a cheerleader at her school. A cheerleader who is supposed to be 'Straight'. But as the school year, progressives so does Lisa's confusion about Jennie. Maybe Jennie isn't as straight as she...
