Feelings

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Authors p.o.v

As soon as Pakhi show Samrat shivering

 She knew he was having a fever, She hurriedly came towards him with a blanket and tugged at him, the way Samrat was shivering with fever she felt a pain in her heart, the concern she suddenly felt for him was something new and she had no reason as to why was she feeling so concerned for him... Though she never hated him, and it was always Samrat who use to pick up a fight with her and truth to be told she liked fighting with him. But suddenly these concerned feelings were new to her.

Pakhi felt Samrat coughing which brought her back from her thought

 Pakhi: Samrat ap host main aho naa Kuch toh bolo!, 

Samrat (with great difficulty ) opened his eyes and saw Pakhi's concerned face. The fever was not helping him much but the concern he saw on her face.The fever was not helping him much but the concern he saw on her face for him made him shocked.. 

Pakhi: Samrat apko bukhar ha main jake thanda pani aur kadha leke aati hu to ruk.. Saying this Pakhi ran towards the kitchen and was making kadha for Samrat as fast as she could. At that moment the fact that her heart was broken didn't bother her nor the fact how her life has changed, the only thing that mattered to her was that she needed to take care of him. Soon Pakhi came back to the room with kadha and ice water only to see Samrat sleeping because of the fever. 

Pakhi: Samrat uth naa , dekh kadha lai hu pe le thoda ,aram milega..

Samrat tried opening his eye but couldn't. Pakhi saw this and decided to check his fever first. Taking out the thermometer from the first aid kit she checked his fever.

 Pakhi: 103 hey Bhagvan , itna zyada fever ha isse toh. And without saying anything she started giving him cold water sponging.

Samrat who was still weak could feel and hear everything Pakhi was doing and saying, but he was not in a state to do or say anything..

  Pakhi p.o.v. 

It was around 2:30 when I got up to change the water with another cold water. Though the fever was a little down Samrat was still week in fact very week. Soon I came in the room and continued giving him the sponging and I didn't even realize when I fell asleep on his chest ( as Pakhi was sitting on a stool near the bed she bent towards Samrat and fell asleep on his chest). 

Authors p.ov

It was morning when Pakhi felt her pillow moving up and down ( ye kya ho rha ha , mera takiya kyu hil rha ha , heh bhagban kahi bhukamp (earthquake) toh n hi as Gaya ) she thought with her eyes still closed and opened her eyes only to see Samrat face very close to her, she then saw that she was sleeping on his chest and her moving pillow was Samrat chest.. She awkwardly blushed slightly but soon realized her state. She tried getting up but her mangalsutra got stucked with Samrat's chain and she again fell back on his chest, not wanting to wake Samrat up and make this awkward situation more awkward she slowly removed her mangalsutra from his chain and went from there. Here Samrat who was awake from a long time was seeing all these from his eyes slight open. When he woke up a few hours back because of his hunger,he saw Pakhi sleeping with her head on his chest, though he was feeling hungry he didn't wanted to wake her up, because he knew she was awake in the night taking care of him.And secondly he was feeling an unknown emotion inside him , he didn't know what it was and why it was but he knew it was something he never felt for anyone before.Samrat was still in thought when he heard the washroom door open...

 pakhi p.o.v. 

As soon as I came out from the washroom I was Samrat sleeping, somewhere I was relived that he didn't see me sleeping on his chest.

There was a conflict going between her heart and mind and it was irritating her 

(author's note : wanna see, come )

Pakhi heart: Kuch bol Pakhi, Raat ko kya peaceful neend aaiye ha, aisi need toh tujhe kabhi nhi aaiye. 

Pakhi mind : wo islihye kyuki wo thaki hui thi, Kitna roi thi bechari , thak gai thi isliye.

Heart: Thak to wo parso bhi gai thi, aur kal se zyada parso roi thi, phir parso usse itni aachi neend kyu nhi aai? Haa 

Mind : wooo... Wo kya hai k..

.Head: chup rhe, faltu ka dimag deta rhta ha .. Usse need aachi isliyaye aai kyuki wo Samrat ke chest prsoiye thi .. Usse sukoon mehsoon hua kal raat ko is liye wo so pai. 

Mind : tu chup kar  jab dekho faltu ka dil lagati rhti ha, aabhi aabhi tera katal hua na ha , Virat ne thoda tha na tujhe, tb bhi tujhe akal nhi aaiye..

 Heart: oyeeee, chup kar, aurrha baat dil lagane ka toh aise bhi aab toh iski shaadi Samrat se ho chuki ha toh aaj dil lagai ya kal lagan toh ha hi na, toh thoda jaldi hi kaam kr fer ha.. Aur tu zyada mere kaam main aapni tang na ara..

Mind: aabe tu 

Heart: oyeeee tu

Pakhi: chup karo turn dono„ aur apna kaam karo.. ( she shouted) Pakhi looked at Samrat though the mirror and the words of her heart came back to her.. ( kahi sach main toh mujhe is liye sukoon ki neend toh nhi as thi kyuki Samrat Uggghhh kya soch rhi ha Pakhi , to Pagal ho jaiyegi aise toh.. Tu aab chup the our uspa dhayan rakh , jake dekh uski fever utra ki nhi ) Saying this she moved towards Samrat and tried waking him up. 

Pakhi: Samrat,  Samrat,  Samrat uth na mujhe fever check krna ha ten saying this she held his hand , the moment her hand touched his she felt an electronic current pass through her , while she withdraw her hand ,  Samrat too opened his eyes with a jolt feeling the same sensation. They both looked at each other with with the same expression of what just happened.. Soon Pakhi broke their eye contact, cleared her throat, and asked him

 Pakhi: kaisi tablyat ha ab ? 

Samrat: theek ha bas... Before Samrat could complete his statement Pakhi asked him panicking

 Pakhi: bas kya , kya hua , sir aabhi bhi dukh rha ha , kamzori feel ho rhi ha , bol na dawa lao kya , nhi ruk main Virat ko bolti hu doctor ko butane, nhi pehel tu bata toh ki kya ho rha ha ,bol naa aare tu ku...

 Samrat ( in low voive as he was still weak):  bolne degi tb bolunga na , khud bole jaa rhi ha , mauka degi tb toh main bolunga naa.. Main khe rha tha ki theek hu bas halka sa weakness lag rha ha our kuch nhi and shayad fever tha is liye body pain ho rha ha.. Tu tension mat le Though Pakhi felt relief that Samrat was feeling better but she didn't want him to know that she cared for him.

 Pakhi: main tension lungi wo bhi tere liye ..shakal dekhi ha aapni.. 

Samrat : toh mera khayal kyu rakh rhi thi ? He asked her innocently

 Pakhi: kyuki nhi rakhti toh baaki sbko bura lgta...
After some time 

Pakhi knew that this might hurt Samrat but she was too angry to think anything else, the topic was still sensitive for her and she knew that it was either Virat or Samrat who could get that out from her.

She suddenly realizes that how much Samrat hates her that doesn't even go to talk to her.

The end 

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