Dear D,
In those first months after meeting you, I became keener if it concerns you. If I just hear your name mentioned in a conversation with my classmates, I would strain my ear to hear about it.
One day, when I was going to the restroom... I saw you talking to a beautiful Chinese teacher.
I knew you saw me because you briefly glanced at me. I quickly bowed and gave short smile to you.
As I finished doing my business and will go back to the classroom, I still saw you talking with her.
As I was going back to my classroom, in every step I took, my heart was heavy.
I don't know why I feel this impending loss inside of me. From the start, you were not mine, to begin with.
I said in my heart, "Perhaps the thought of you and me is an impossibility."
Since then, I have started to erase you in my heart.
Love,
C
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RomanceDear D, You are my long-time crush since 2015 and maybe my first love, these are my unsaid words for you. Love, C
