Dear D,
Finally, I was brought to a doctor!
We had to travel about 2 hours to another city.
The first time I went to a psychiatrist, I was confused why I was there.
I remember I was really hysterical. In my mind, I need to find Buddha like that, I am a hero in my mind.
I remember I was given a bond paper and I just wrote their my thoughts... about my life and like that.
I could remember as I talked to the psychologist alone, tears welled up in her eyes.
She referred me to a psychiatrist.
I remember at first, I really don't want to take the antidepressant and antipsychotic pills because in my head, I have no illness.
Love,
C
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