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-burning lust at sight-

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Dusk above us again no new sight; the anticipation to find what's new might just wear off soon, wakeful nights, the mind would wonder itself to what's beyond the darkness while body of mine sitting alone in a circle with the other youths, peacefully in their slumber.

The wonders would often be eerie as though it wanted me to, wonders of such were never poured out in fear, instead calm and emotionless in the mind, why would monsters of such fright a toneless being, to my knowing i might be soulless,

The younger ones trusted and cared of this existence to which was on the urge of dying from the tenderness given. unlocking the soft and emotional heart the youngers have, was just a click of few buttons with no hesitation, believing i too have a heart to care with emotions for one but was just not unlock yet, till the feeling of one younger made this heart awaken somehow, though in a split sec it would be gone, the experience was the same as how facing the other youngers would, emotionless,

Was the cause, my hardheaded head? The unusual feeling lingered away not wanting to stay, maybe another reason for the loneliness in society, the inability to pour emotions, not sharing the most common human trait, expressing-

These wonders would pop up at dusk as the others were having their rest, again fallen into thought as being in awe for these eyes can't shut more than an hour, maybe paranoia got to me

Clouds above overlapped with the heavenly body, creating an obscure event. Light parted in half, moonlight that is. The phenomena had my eyes secure on the spirit like creature at its center, burning slightly my eyes off at the sight, redolent mixture of ambrosial roses and burnt cedar wood filled the cold midnight air, a lightly body like present I faced, those eyes reflecting the ones in mine, warmth and lust burned up in both orbs, time felt like it stopped, only the two beings moving towards each other under the now full moonlight along with the pleasant air, a sudden name vividly came across my mind,

Hanbin.

The specter, had his lips curved up, eyes not leaving mine still,

"Kneel before me, Heeseung", whispered with an ever so soft smile, no question-

Kneeling before him not wanting to break the gaze we held for so long, his lips curled up even more, now feeling heat from the eyes transferred onto the face, slowly it creeps on creating a tint on the cheeks-

Feelings of such were heavenly, pleaded to the heavens to not let this moment end and pleaded millions upon looking at the standing one, who now has a sorrowful like smile. A warm touch on my head, the sudden contact felt so pure, the urge of wanting more of it, to be in his warm light along with his gentle touches, just as the indulgences of us heated more, an abrupt ring played in my ears softly but slowly turns into harsh sirens, resulting me to clutch down with hands over my ears, soon enough the siren stopped, collecting my senses,

Nothing serene in sight now, everything was......normal again. At the sudden realization, cold substance streaming down the once heated cheeks on mine, a breakdown it was, as the heavenly figure disappeared.

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-lee heeseung.

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