Thought Abyss - Lost In My Head

i wanna be

I wanna be a poet

I want words to drip from my hands 

bandaging broken hearts miles away

Maybe even breaking a few

I wanna be an artist

have paint smeared on my face

and my feelings smeared across the canvas

I want to see the world in brushstrokes.

I wanna be a photographer

imprison memories in my 

small eyes and my large lenses

I wanna be a musician

I want to lose myself somewhere between 

tugging at heartstrings and guitar strings

I wanna be something.

someone worth

I wanna be a someone who is a someone!