"No JJ you can't fucking call me Abs anymore ok!".
Abby James, a 26 year old singer from London with 10 million followers.
JJ Olatunji (Ksi), a 27 year old YouTube star from Watford with 23 million subscribers .
Will they fall in love?
Will their l...
⚠️ TW MILD S3XUAL A$$ULT IN THIS CHAPTER ⚠️ Abbys POV
after that lovely breakfast I sadly had to say goodbye to Jj since I had a shoot to go to, for the new show I'm going to be on. "Okay well thanks for staying here for the past few days Jide" I said to him "of course, it's nothing" he replied. "I'll miss you" I pouted, "I'll miss you more" he replied smirking which caused heat to rise to my cheeks "k simp" I replied giggling. "If you call me a simp one more time Abby I swear to g-" "simp" I interrupted him and he just looked at me with a pissed off face which made me laugh so loud. "Okay get out now I have to get ready" I said still laughing. "Bye Abby" he said "Bye Jj" I said and we kissed and with that he was out the door.
*time skip*
I just got out the shower and I put on some blue ripped jeans and an oversized grey hoodie and paired them with some white sneakers (fit below)
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I then got my phone, keys and wallet and left the house, I would've chatted to Katie for a bit but I was going to be late and she wasn't even home. I then got in my care and drove to the set. I was filming for a upcoming tv show called 'Ginny and Georgia' (let's just pretend she was Abby in Ginny and Georgia) and I was playing a girl called 'Abby Littman' quite funny since my name is Abby if you ask me. I arrived at the building and texted my manager Casey that I was there.
Casey Hey I'm here, how do I get in?
Hey Abby um I'll let you in come through the side in case of paps.
Kk also why do you call the paparazzi that?
Because I want to
Alright see you in a sec x
She makes me laugh sometimes. I walked over to the side door she said she'd be at and waited for her to open the door. Around 3 minutes later she opened the door and we said our hellos and went up to set. It was really fun on set I got to meet so many new people and I'm so excited to work with these people. I especially liked Felix Mallard who plays Marcus. He was quite funny and he's Australian so that's also cool. I also loved loved loved Sara Waisglass who plays Maxine or Max. She's so funny I can tell we would be good friends. But sadly it was the end of filming and I had to another job to go to: singing. I honestly cannot be bothered but I have a song that I'm due to put out and I have to record it. The song is called 'Dear Society'. It's about how society kind off fucks me up a lot and makes my life hell and then also makes me so happy and cheers me up. It's confusing because social media has these standards and I get hate because of how I look yet get praised because I'm 'gorgeous'. I honestly can not be arsed with it but at the end of the day it pays the bills so I'm happy with what I have. I got to the studio and said hello to everyone including my producer Ryder and Jesse who helped me make the beats for my songs. We set everything up and I got into the singing booth. The music started and I sung, "Sleepless nights and cigarettes My daily dose of internet And all the things I shoulda quit, but never did, oh Evil voices in my head I woke up in a strangers bed I lost my phone in Amsterdam, it's 5 AM"
"That's good!" I heard Ryder shout
"I'm a natural disaster But even after all that I do It's you who's gonna be the death of me And none of this matters Baby, it's you, it's you"
I continued singing,
"You're bad for my health I should probably get some help I can't control myself, I'm addicted to the hell My heart is getting sick from the tar that's on your lips Yeah, you're bad for my health You should hurt somebody else You're bad for my health I should probably get some help I can't control myself, I'm addicted to the hell My heart is getting sick from the tar that's on your lips Oh, baby, you're so bad for my health"
"Diets that I shouldn't try, feels like social suicide And honestly, it's cyanide, I'm born to die Been 21 since 17, thanks to all the magazines Man, sometimes, I just wanna scream and break my screen"
That lyric "been 21 since 17 thanks to all the magazines" it's so important to me because I really have, from all the partying and all the judging and the fake news about me it was like I was a 21 year old woman but realistically I was a 17 year old child who hadn't even graduated high school.
I continued singing until the song was finished and then listened to it I ended up re recording it like 8 times before I liked it and I left the song to be put together. "Thanks so much Ryder" I said "it's all good! I'm so excited for this to come out we've both worked so hard on it" he said and I then left the room to go talk to Jesse. "Hey Abby" he said as I walked in "hey!" I said, feeling a bit uncomfortable since he was staring at my chest but I ignored it. See I took off my grey jumper since it was hot and I had a black tube top on which was kind of revealing but I didn't mind since no one would make me uncomfortable, or so I thought. "Sit down we will have a drink" he said "alright just a sparkling water for me though since I have to drive" I replied "Ok" he said. I then sat down and he got the drinks then sitting down rather close to me. We then chatted and he put his hand on my thigh which made me really uncomfortable and before I could say something he smashed his lips on mine and started massaging my breasts. I then tried and tried so hard to kick him off and I nearly gave up until I kneed him in the balls and kicked him off me, I grabbed my shit and ran out. "YOU WHERE ASKING FOR IT WEARING THAT" he yelled as I left to get out of the building. I got to my car and slammed my head on the wheel and cried, I cried and cried until it was dark and I drove home.
When I got home Katie was there with Harry of fucking course the one night I needed someone no ones available. Katie tried to say hello to me but I didn't even acknowledge her I just chucked my shit on the counter, kicked my shoes off and ran upstairs. I heard her yelling my name but I didn't respond I just sat and cried. I then called the person I'd regret calling forever. I called
Heather.
A/N : hey 🤗 ITS SIDEMEN SUNDAY :) I hope you guys are doing well thank you so so much for over 250 views on this story! Also thanks for the people that have voted and favourited this it's pretty cool ngl :) The photo up there is kinda scary lmaooo. anyways this chapters a bit sensitive so if you don't really want to read it you don't have to. Also make sure you guys read my Authors Notes so you know when I'm updating lolol, I hope everyone has a good day/night/morning.
