A Sinful Pleasure (Island Of Sin #2)

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Hindi ko alam kung umalis ba talaga siya o hindi. Nakatulog talaga ako Ng tuluyan at hindi lang nag-drama.. I didn't mind him watching me habang natutulog. Siguro dahil naiinis ako sa sagot niya kaya gano'n.

Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit siya nagsinungaling. Maybe I'm not important to him that he need to be honest with me. Kahit noon pa man, he never said that he loves me. Maybe he really cared because he lust at me that time. It's not like this is some of novel story where after many years, he is still into me, because from the beginning he wasn't into me.

Today, I choose not not to ask June's opinion on what I'm gonna do now. I think that I should do it on my own as of now.

Kaya mag-isip ako ano kayang pwedeng gawin.

Magkukunwari kaya akong may morning sickness? Pero baka mandiri lang siya sa akin. Maybe he can't stand kapag nakita niya akong magsuka, so that idea is a no.

Kaya matapos ang ilang pag-iisip jung anong dapat gawin ay nakapag-isip din ako.

"You want me to what?" Napa-angat siya ng tingin sa akin matapos kong sabihin ang nais kung ipagawa sa kaniya.

"I said that I don't crave on foods. But this morning, I suddenly want to eat a cupcake," I started to act. "Maybe the baby in my tummy is craving for it."

He is doing something on his laptop. Probably working, probably not.

Mad at him for lying at me, I decided to have craves today. June told me that I shouldn't crave but I choose now to ignore what he said. At sinabi naman ni Raven that he will take care of me and the baby.

He look at me, like weighing if I'm telling the truth. Then he look at his laptop again. Nakakainis!

"But if you're busy," I look at his laptop, "pwedeng huwag na rin. But I think baby will gonna be sad."

I made my voice sad and caress my tummy.

"We have cupcakes on the fridge."

Halos murahin ko siya dahil sa kaniyang sagot. I'm craving a cupcake na siya mismo ang gagawa tapos papakainim niya lang ako ng cupcake sa fridge!

I glare at him because he's looking at his laptop like it's more important than me. Ang sarap kasi niyang sapakin.

I breathe heavily, and calm down my self. Kinuyom ang kamao ko habang tinignan siya ng mariin. I cleared my throat first before I started to act.

"Sorry baby, but I think Daddy is too busy today that he can't make cupcake for us. He even told us to eat the cupcake on the fridge. Maybe we should just sleep and stop craving," pinalungkot ko ang boses ko. "Kawawa naman. This is our first craving but sadly, Daddy cant make it."

I made a dramatic sound as I fake my cries. Binagsak ko rin ang balikat para magmukha talagang kaawa-awa. Pero ang totoo, ang sarap talagang sapakin nitong si Raven. Siguro ay galit pa siya sa akin dahil sinabihan ko siyang mabaho. But he said that he will take care of us! Nakapunta lang siya ng Maynila at nakipag-kita sa kung sinong babae, tapos ay simpleng cravings ko lang tinanggihan niya!

I don't know what's his reaction now. Siguro naman ay may madrama talagang mga buntis di ba, bakit wala siyang reaksiyon? I don't want to glance at him so that he will not think na nagdadrama lang talaga ako.

Syempre binagalan ko rin ang paglalakad ko lalabas ng opisina niya dito sa mansiyon, kahit na naiinis ako sa kaniya. Even I'm tempted to look at his reaction, I stop myself to glance at him even a bit.

I heard him sigh. Hindi ko alam para saan.

"I even heard na nakakasama sa buntis ang hindi matupad ang cravings niya. Nakaka-apekto raw sa baby," I cried and walk slowly.