A Sinful Pleasure (Island Of Sin #2)

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I've been here for a week. Hindi ko namalayan na umabot ako rito ng isang linggo. Time flies so fast.

I've spent the other days by searching about some cravings. Ewan ko ba at gustong-gusto ko na magfake cravings tapos ay si Raven ang pinapagawa ko. Hindi ko rin alam kung sa tagal ko ba rito ay nagtagumpay na ako. I hope that this news will reach to Sunny. 'Yon naman talaga ang main goal. One this will reach to her, she probably get disappointed and discourage you highest level.

I wonder if she knows that Raven bring me here? Siguro naman ay alam niya mabuti nalang at hindi siya pumunta rito. That will probably a great problem.

And as what I've observe, Raven seems to believe that I'm pregnant. Una dahil sa kaniya na mismo nanggaling na aalagaan niya ako at ang baby. Next is that he made the foods I craved. He's spoiling me, like he really believe that I'm pregnant with his child.

Pero kinabahan ako noong isang araw noong tinanong niya ako about morning sickness and sleepiness.

"Hindi ka ba nagsusuka tuwing umaga. Like it reach to the point that your suddenly become weak?" nakataas ang kilay niya habang tinatanong ako.

I don't know if he is serious with his question. His eyes tell me that he is amuse, but his facial expression is cold and serious. Hindi ko alam. Pero mas mabuting sigurado na para hindi mabuking.

Buti nalang din at nakapag-research na may mga buntis talagang hindi nakakaranas ng morning sickness.

"Thankfully, I didn't. Bakit mo natanong?"

"Just because," he shrugged. "Just tell me if you're feeling sick so that I can help you. I don't want the mother of child to feel alone in her pregnancy."

Kumunot ang noo ko. Dapat di ba ay masaya ako dahil mukhang naniniwala siya at mukhang supportive pa. But why do I feel something is not right here?

Napaigtad ako ng hawakan niya ang tiyan ko. He look at my tummy and caress it. "Daddy is here to help mommy in her pregnancy," sabay angat ng tingin sa akin.

Hinawi ko ang kamay niya dahil sa epekto niya sa akin. It made me shiver, and my heart to beat so fast. Ang kaniyang haplos ay kakaiba.

"I will tell you naman if I'm feeling sick."

"You should. So that I can sleep with you..."

I caught him smirk, but it immediately fades. Baka guni-guni ko lang. And what did he say? So that he can sleep with me?

"Required ba talagang samahan mo ako sa pagtulog if I feel morning sickness?" I innocently ask.

I don't know about it. I didn't see a pregnant woman having a morning sickness. At mas lalong hindi ko pa maranasan. I also don't know if the baby's father need to sleep with the mother.

He lock his lower lip as his brow twitch, and eyes full of real amusement.

"Of course, sweetheart. I need to be on your side..."

Ngumuso ako. Hindi ko alam kung magugustuhan ko ba 'yon o hindi. I probably like it- of course not! Bakit ko naman magugustuhan 'yon?! Malamang, hindi.

"Hindi ka rin ba antukin?"

I shook my head. "I'm not."

"Okay..."

He had a meeting last Friday that he needs to be in Manila again. Inaya niya akong sumama ngunit nagdesisyon ulit akong manatili. Wala namang s-in-end sa akin si June na may kasamang babae ulit si Raven.

I really thought that Raven will stay at mad at me. Baka pahirapan niya ako dahil bigla bigla nalang akong nagpakita matapos ang ilang taon at sasabihing buntis at siya ang ama.