EMPIRE 2

4- Nᴏsᴛᴀʟɢɪᴀ

𝖱𝖮𝖲𝖤

Is she my mommy?

Those four words bugged my brain like crazy.

Jisoo? Lia?

There's no way! I woke up with Lisa even though I'm pretty sure that I was with Jisoo right from when we were drinking!

Now I miss her more than ever but she belongs to someone else and I'm married.

I'll give anything in the world to spend a second in her arms.

But she probably hates me. I did cheat on her, twice, with her own cousin and now I'm married to that cousin.

Life is a bitch.

I opened my closet and brought out her old jacket and the handkerchief.

I wore the jacket and looked at the handkerchief. It's been years but they're still in good condition and the jacket is still a bit over sized.

Then I remembered our day at the carnival where that five year old made fun of me. And the time she poured flour on herself! Oh and the time when I helped her with her uhmm.... you know.

Now I realise I'm hurting myself too much.

Jisoo unnie has moved on. But I can't. I'll always love her even if she pushes me away!

Just come back Jisoo... I need you...

𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖭𝖤𝖷𝖳 𝖣𝖠𝖸
𝖩𝖨𝖲𝖮𝖮

Jennie and I will be taking Ryujin to her new school today.

I wasn't too happy about this because deep down, I wanted to do it with Rosé.

Jennie held my hand in the car and smiled.

I gave her a fake smile and looked away.

I can't believe I wasted a chance to see her yesterday!

I felt angry with myself and drove faster.

"Dear Lord!" Jennie shrieked and I slowed down.

"Sorry"

"Aw" Ryujin whined and I smiled a little.

We got to the school and guess what? We weren't the only ones there.

Lisa and Rosé were there too, with a little kid.

"Yujin!" The little kid yelled and ran up to Ryujin and hugged her.

I looked at Rosé and she was looking at me helplessly.

I looked away and put on my shades, then stuck my hands in my pockets.

I was wearing a dark blue turtleneck shirt with a black coat over it and white pants.

Lisa was wearing tight black pants and a white shirt underneath a black jacket.

She had her hands in her pockets too and she didn't dare look at me.

I rolled my eyes and they walked up to us.

God..

"Hi" Rosé said and I looked away.

"Hi" Jennie replied to her politely and Lisa looked ready to leave.

"Hi Jisoo unnie" Rosé held her hand out like she did five years ago and I looked at it like it was irritating me.

A/N: Talk about the past repeating itself

Jennie nudged my arm and looked at the kids.

I sighed and shook her hand. But it wasn't a very gentle handshake.