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"are you fucking kidding me?"
"n-no it was a mistake please"
"the only mistake was me believing that you had a heart"
"don't fucking leave me"
"or what?"
"Wait really? i can't believe that" At this point, most of the guys were drunk or on their way there. Me on the other hand, my mind was still stuck on what i was going to do.
If i left her, she'd end up finding me and beg me to come back, or even worse, she would try and black mail me.
"sometimes i wish she would just disappear from my life" i took another sip from my beer
"it shouldn't be that hard should it?" i choked on my drink, not realizing that i had said that out loud. I looked over to see y/n taking another sip from her drink while looking over at me
"w-what?"
"sorry i didn't mean to budge into your thoughts nor your relationship, but you obviously don't seem happy so why don't you just leave?"
i leaned by head back, letting out a large sigh, catching the attention of the others "if it was that easy he would've already" thanks tsumu
"yeah she's fucking crazy" And thanks to you too Kuroo
"i bet she's not as crazy as y/n" i looked up to see y/n now elbowing Kenma in his side "fuck off im not even that bad" he rolled his eyes and smacked his tongue against his teeth making a tsk* sound.
"is she really that bad?" she asked once again to recieve full confirmation, everyone in the group nodded vigorously
"suna has the worst taste in women ever"
"Fuck off Bokuto just because you're gay and happy with your boyfriend Akaashi, it doesn't mean you need to rub it in" i laughed and tilted my head back again
"aren't you bisexual? you fucked osamu right?" Are you fucking kidding me, why would you mention that in front of her??
My thoughts were interrupted by someone clearing their throat "oh really?" it was y/n
"yeah but it was only like twice, besides it was just sex"
"excuse me i have to use the restroom" with that said, she stood up and left to the restroom, in a quick and swift manor, a little suspicious to be honest.
"is she okay?" i looked over to kenma to see him letting out a sigh "you know she used to have a little thing for you right" i looked around to see him looking straight at me
"m-me??" he nodded and took a sip from his drink "duh, before she left it was like she was obsessed or some shit but i guess it's over now since she has blonde"
What was this building inside of me? anger? no it couldn't be.. sadness? remorse? bitterness?
Well whatever it was, it was worsening at the fact that i had a chance with her, yet this dumbass blonde guy was getting in the way of it.
I was too caught up in my thoughts to realize that two arms were being laid on my shoulders, looking up to meet eyes with y/n
"cmon guys let's go swimming"
Everyone got up and ran to the pool, to the best of their intoxicated abilities of course.
I stood up and turned to face her once more, she was wearing a lavender swimming suit that complimented her dark hair. It was mesmerizing, maybe hypnotizing could've been a better word
"are you going to stare or join us?" she laughed and held out her hand to me, i quickly took off my shirt and shoes and took her hand, running to join everyone else
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"where did suna go?" His absence caught no one attention but hers "i think he went to the restroom" she nodded and got out of the pool to find him
She walked around and eventually turning into the hallway to see the bathroom door slightly open, there he sat, on the side of the tub with his head down, hands on his head as if he was either tired or sad, maybe both.
Quietly, she made her way into the bathroom and sat next to him "hm? oh mimo it's you" he laid his head back down
"sorry to bother you" he got up again and shook his arms frantically "n-no no it's fine, i was just thinking" she wanted to assume but it would be easier for him to admit, it was much easier than a mental guessing game.
"about?"
She wrapped her arm around his and started to rub up and down, doing her best to calm the storm before it worsened
"i just don't know what to do anymore"
To him, this constant feeling of internal loneliness, it never necessarily bothered him, much less kept him from being social. It had became accustomed to him, part of him as a whole.
But to her, seeing him upset was something that she hadn't seen much of. The thought of him being burdened only rubbed her in the worst way possible, especially since she knew who was making him feel this way.
