His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

32. Half of the truth

Y/n: (of course I don’t feel like myself after hearing everything about you)

Jaemin: I don’t ditch class and you should know that better than anyone.

Jaemin: I guess I was the wrong form the start when I had a strong feeling that we would be something great

Y/n: What are you trying to say?

Jaemin: I came to your house today, pretty early to pick you up.

Jaemin: Suddenly I see my dear friend Heachan there and he usually doesn’t come near people I have contact with unless he gives a warning

Y/n: I don’t know what you are talking about

Jaemin: Neither do I know Y/n

Jaemin: Heachan told you something, but not only Heachan because more than one person is needed to make you change your mind towards me

Y/n: I have no idea what you are talking about

Jaemin: *Sighs* I did hide my past because I didn’t want to make a bad impression on you but it seems like the whole world wants you to know what kind of man I was

Y/n: (So he was a bad guy? I am a fool)

Jaemin: This isn’t fun or exciting when I am the only one speaking

Y/n: I don’t know what to say and neither do I want to say anything *Walks away*

Jaemin: *grabs Y/n* Why? Loss of words?

Y/n: You admitted that you were a bad guy

Y/n: Tell me how I can trust you when you hid something so big about you from me? When I told you everything!

Jaemin: Don’t pretend to be good. You were just as bad as me but you did it in secret while I did it in public

Y/n: What?! (he knows about my former life?)

Jaemin: Don’t pretend to be shocked. You know exactly what I am talking about *smirks*

Y/n: Let go of my hand

Jaemin: *lets go of Y/n’s hand* I KNOW YOU! I KNOW YOU STILL CARRY THOSE FEELINGS YOU HAVE FOR ME EVEN IF I KNOW ABOUT YOU AND YOU KNOW ABOUT ME!

Y/n: *runs out of there and into the restroom*

Y/n’s point of view- Lunch break
How could he possibly know anything about my former life? I wasn’t always into basketball. I didn’t always have good grades and neither was I a good daughter my whole life.

Like I said early I am in the middle class with a stable use of money and economy. But that didn’t last long when both of my parents happened to pass away during a plane crash. They went to see my father’s brother's newborn baby and then I was alone.

All of this happened right before high school and I started high school 2 years ago. My uncle offered me to come and study there with his son and wife, but I know deep inside that he feels guilty for their death. Since they passed away all I have done is try to be a good daughter.

While they were alive I was a horrible daughter. I did drink and smoke at a very god damn young age that I could have passed away before them. Not only did I do that but I was together with so many people and broke their heart on purpose.

Plus I didn’t care about school and just went around town wasting money. Each night I would come home and they would yell their lungs out while I would act as nothing happened.