His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

2.24 Miss them..

Dear lord please tell me my lover is safe even if he did harm people. I squeez my hands tighly together and I pray. Rather say that I am talking to my parents.

Dear mom and dad, I miss you guy so badly. My heart is just aching taking straight up to you guys. I hope you two are taking care of your health and eat time to time. If you need anything you can just ask me like always and I miss you. Life isn't the same, but I feel like I found comfort in someone. His name is Na Jaemin. If you guys were beside me you would see how much I love him and how much he love me, even if we have some issues. Take care and please rest in peace. I love you two with my whole life and heart. Sleep well.

Just when a small salty tear streams down my face I hear the door open as I accidently make eye contact with him. He gazes at me and his facial expression changes straight away. it went from flames that were unable to go out to a ocean with small waves. 

He throws his jacket into the closet and cups my face straight away. His cold hands makes me flinch and he keeps looking into my eyes. I know what he is doing. These eyes of his are trying to figure out my feeling or mood. He wipes away that one painful tear with his right thumb and kisses my forehead as he hugs me with the cold air he brought in.

Y/n: Go and change *looks away*

Jaemin: I am sorry *keeps hugging me* I shouldn't have treated you that way

Y/n: *exhales deeply* I just want to sleep

Jaemin: Don't avoid my eyes on purpose *lifts my chin up* I am sorry for saying that I would be there for you as your everything, but left the second I needed to clear my anger

Y/n: you have a life-

Jaemin: You are my life! *kisses me straight away* I am stupid for asking you this, but you thought about your parents, didn't you?

Y/n: *tries to hold back my tears* I....there is no way for me to bring them back

Jaemin: *hugs me tightly* I know, but who said they left? They are here with you all the time, it's sad that I didn't get the chance to meet someone who brought my love to the world

Y/n: *Hugs Jaemin back* I wish they could see me now, more stable and capable

Jaemin: *kisses my cheek right underneath my eye* They are proud of you, let me get you a steam cloth-

Y/n: *drags Jaemin back to bed* You are an asshole!

Jaemin: Huh? Didn't we just have a emotional moment?

Y/n: Emotional my ass! Just because I cried about my parents doesn't mean I can forgive you!

Jaemin: *sits beside Y/n* Babe, I am sorry but I can explain-

Y/n: I don't need an explantion, you do what you want to do

Jaemin: *takes Y/n's hand* Just give me two minutes and you will understand-

Y/n: I said, you do you and I do me

Jaemin: *looks confused* I am dumb, ain't I? but I don't understand this