His Devious Smile [Na Jaemin] 2

2.27 The real issue

Youngil: Alia just drop the chat, I saw him behind the football field when I came from math

Star: I haven't seen that handsome Japanese boy since he attended this school *sucks*

Y/n: *hugs Youngil super fast* THANKS! *runs*

Behind the football field- Y/n's point of view

Unfamiliar scent builds up as wall as soon as I stepped closer to the goal. A mix of smoke and marihuana almost make me throw up by the loss of fresh air. I inhale deeply covering my mouth with my elbowed and my eyes caught him. 

Closed eyes, imagine something. Smoke in and out his lungs as his collar was buttoned down. His tie was stretched out and the smoke in his hand made want to slap him straight away. 

I stomp closer to him feeling like the hulk and his face, glance moved straight at me as his eyelid opened up unpredictably. He doesn't hide any of it as if he didn't care. I am standing here piercing right through him, but I can't find anything. 

Taiyō: *Presses the smoke to the ground* What are you doing here?

Y/n: *coughs* It racks drugs form this place

Taiyō: I know, I took someone so don't pretend that you didn't see me

Y/n: I saw you smoke, nothing else but I sure love to come clean as if it's nothing

Taiyō: Why should I lie? I did it because I need to clear my head

Y/n: Wrong Taiyō, you think that it helps but-

Taiyō: Don't come here saying that what I am doing is wrong when your parents threw away their first child for what? Nothing. They are wrong

Y/n: don't bring mom and dad into this. I know what they did was-

Taiyō: Mom and dad? Sorry, I only had an aunt and she died because of drugs that I brought home from working in a gang

Y/n: She died because of-

Taiyō: Just because you were left alone and couldn't handle the loneliness doesn't mean that you can get involved in my life just in the middle of it

Taiyō: Act like a little sister and fuck off. I don't need you! I was raised to be an alone wolf and why do you even care when everyone was after you?

Y/n: Because I want to help you from that dark-

Taiyo: Dark place? It was brighter than any place. I was abused *chuckled* raped by shitty old men just because I didn't have the strength or power to rule them

Taiyo: No, I build up a society in less than six's years where people who are ten years older than me respect me without me giving a shit about who they are or what they do

Taiyo: I don't need you to come here showing comfort and love, where were you when I needed you? *spits* I am living a life finally with less pain and then you come as if you even care about me

Y/n: I do care about you!

Taiyo: Then tell me you didn't look me up and all after my parents died just to fill up the lonely whole you have in your heart?

Y/n: (did I just use Taiyo for my own good?)

Taiyo: going through abasement with people harassing you or even being raped by shitty people, different shitty people wasn't the worst. Is the part where "my parents" threw me away, for what reason? They caused this hell I am living in