Aj pov
5 months later
It's been along 5 month my due date in i a few days but i got a funny feeling with the pain ive been in i might be a few days early and I tell you ive been such a moody Person snapping at everyone dean has really been stressed too his panic attacks got really bad but sami manged to get them down and they ain't as bad when they do happen his been getting really really bad headaches witch has been worrying me and his still in pain with his back his leg has healed well but sometimes he does get pain in it
His been really distant with me since he found out I was pregnant so that has just made these last 5 months feel so much longer
As of right now I'm in the living room with sami on the xbox his been such a help so have roman and seth they know dean is finding things hard right now but he won't talk to any of us about it and won't say what his feeling I know he never really has tho
Sami got up to go check on dean who was in bed like most of the time while a new game was loading up 5 minutes later he came back and sat down
"Is he ok" I asked "his asleep" he said "oh" I said we carried on playing and a out half way through my water broke
"Oh my god" I said "what?...what's wrong you ok" sami asked "my water just broke" I said "oh ok" he said then looked back at the tv a few seconds later his eyes widened and he looked back at me
"You...shit" sami said that got up
"Wait....go wake dean up" I said he nodded then ran of to dean's room about 10 minutes later he came out with an exhausted looking dean who was useing his crutches as they take pressure of his back along with the back support he wears we got in to the car and went to hospital sami called seth and roman and let them know they are on there way
1 hour later
And i gave birth to two beautiful little girls we named them Amelia and Gabriella good you could tell they were dean's straight away Amelia had his eyes his cheeky smile and his dimples she also had his hair colour and Gabriella had his eye colour and his dimples too but she had my hair colour I was shocked after I gave birth to Gabriella then they go are you ready for the next one it was a shock know knew I was gonna have twins but im so happy they are beautiful I looked beside me and dean was sound asleep in the chair seth roman and sami left to give us some alone time and so I could try talk to dean but right now I was tired so got some rest a while later I woke up and looked over at dean he was awake looking at me
"Hey" I said "hey" he said back I held on to his hand that was resting on the bed "im sorry about the way I've been acting around you" he said "hey its ok you've been under alot of pressure and had alot to deal with I understand" I said smiling at him he gave me a little smile back
"I love you aj" he said "I love you too dean" I said back he stood up slowly and leaned down and kissed me then stood back up straight and got his crutches and went over to the babies I got up slowly as I was sore I went over and stood next him "is this really real" he asked looking down at them "yes it is" I said looking at him I held on to his arm I saw tears in his eyes
"Hey you ok" I asked worried "yeah its just kinda sinking in now.....like im really a dad like I aint gonna wake up and find out this aint real" he said with a little smile on his face and a real smile not that fake smile his been putting on since the accident
"No baby this is real your a dad now" I said smile a tear fell down his cheek I turned his head to face me a wiped it away and kissed him
"I love you so much" he said "hey don't go soft on me" I said he let out a little chuckle he then went a sat back down I pick Amelia up and went and handed her to dean he was hesitate to take her "come on baby hold her" I said "what is I do it wrong and hurt her" he said "you won't" I said showing him how to hold her then giving it to him I could tell he was nervous I went and got Gabriella and went and sat on the bed I looked over at dean and Amelia and she I was holding on to his finger looking up at him he seemed to relax just but looking in to her eyes I smiled it looked so cute seeing dean like this with his daughter dean pulled his finger away and Amelia started to fuss and dean started getting nervous again
"I think she wants her daddy's finger back" I said smiling he looked up at me then down to his daughter and put his finger out she grabbed on to it and he calmed down realising he wasn't doing anything wrong or hurting her then there was a knock at the door dean jumped a little then moaned
"You ok" I said he nodded seth sami and roman then walked in and had big smiles on there faces they came over to us
"Hey guys congratulations" they said they looked at dean but he was to busy looking at Amelia "can I" roman asked me "sure" I smiled and handed him Gabriella he smiled down and her and walked around abit with he me sami and seth were talking "hey guys look" roman said pointing to dean we looked over and dean had fell asleep along we Amelia who was still gripping on to his finger I smiled and got a tear to my eye at how cute that is
"That is the cutest thing I've ever seen" seth said smiling "I think dean's gonna go soft" sami said making us laugh and doctor came in checked to make sure everything was good and then told me we were free to leave seth went over to dean "dean" he said dean opened his eyes "come on man its time to go home" he said he told Amelia so dean could get up he moaned a little as he got up "you alright" I asked "yeah sat down to long" he putting his hand to his back then grabbing his crutches we went down to the cars and seth sami and roman got another car seat for us beens we only got one of everything not knowing we were having twins we got the kids in the car seats then went hope seth and roman started building the other cot while dean sat down on the sofa sami sat with him with the babies sami had Amelia and dean had Gabriella while I went to see how roman and seth were getting on
"How's it going boys" I asked "good we know how to make it this time" seth said laughing I laughed to then left them to do it and went back to the liking room
"Babe" dean said "yeah" I asked "take Gabriella for me" he said I took her of him "You alright" I asked "yeah" he said standing up grabbing his crutches and going to the kitchen I followed just to make sure he was ok he was taking his meds I went over to him
"You sure your alright" I asked "yeah honestly im ok" he said "ok" I said and gave him a little kiss then we went back to the living room after a while the boys had built the crib and we put the babies down to sleep we would have to wake them to feed in an hour dean was getting changed as he was tired I kissed the babies heads lightly and turned to look at dean who had stripped down to his boxers and was slowly getting in to bed slowly I went over and changed in to my pj's and got in bed next to him he was lieing on his side facing away from me I put my hand on his hip he turned on to his back and looked at me
"I love you" I said "I love you to" he said in a sleepy voice he then turned to face me and put his arms around me I kissed him as his eyes closed and he drifted of to sleep as well as me but not long after that I the kids started crying dean moaned tiredly then turned on to his back and picked up on of his pillows putting it over his face I laughed a little then got up "dean come and give me a hand" I said he just held the pillow over his face more I sighed but then roman came in "need a hand" he asked "yeah" I sighed looking over at dean roman got Amelia for me and went went to the main room and feed them burped them and rocked them to sleep and went back in to mine and dean's room to put them back in bed dean still had the pillow over his face we put them down I thanked roman and he went back out to the main room and I went over to the bed I moved the pillow of dean's head and he was sound asleep I lifted his head up and put his pillow back under his head and kissed his cheek Then put my head down on his chest carefully listening to his heartbeat witch was fast and put my hand on his stomach and rubbed it pulling the covers over me and him more and drifted back to sleep once again the babies started crying
"Hmmm" dean mumbled I got up and went over to them I pick up Amelia and she just kept crying witch kept Gabriella crying I sighed dean moved and little and slowly sat himself up holding his back then leaned on the head bored looking at me he sighed "pass her here" he mumbled I went over and pass her to him she looked in to his eyes and slowly started calming down I was shocked that just looking in her dad's eyes calmed her down she is gonna be daddy's girl for sure after she stopped crying Gabriella stopped and slowly started falling back asleep I went back over to bed and sat down near dean and Amelia she was holding his finger again with a little smile on her face her and Gabriella are identical twins the only difference between them is Amelia has dean's hair colour of dirty blonde and Gabriella had my hair colour a dark brown
But apart from that they looked the same and they both looked like there dad
"I love you" I said to dean he looked over at me "I love you too" he said giving me a little kissed I then went to sleep
The next morning
I woke up and turned to see dean he was asleep and Amelia was sound asleep on his chest still holding his finger I smiled and took a picture to save as my background picture I got out of bed and went to cheak on Gabriella but she wasn't there I panicked and went out to the main room and she was in Romans arms he was walking round with her singing to her I smiled and leaned on the door frame watching when he saw my aint he stopped at looked at me
"How long have you been there" he asked "awhile" I said smiling "I came in to see you guys but you were all asleep and she was starting to fuss so I just got her for you so you could rest" he said "thanks I take it you saw dean and ameila" I said "oh yeah that's so cute she's gonna be a daddy's girl" he said smiling "yeah she sure is" I said "gonna have to feed them now tho" I said we went in to the bedroom I tired waking dean but he was in a deep sleep I picked up ameila and dean shot up panicking until he saw it was me that picked her up he relaxed "sorry I did try waking you" I said he took a deep breath
"It's ok" he said tiredly lieing himself back down slowly "oww" he mumbled "you ok" I asked worried "yeah I'm good" he mumbled closing his eyes ameila started fussing "im gonna go feed them" I said "ok" he mumbled me and roman left the room and went to the main room and feed them burped them and then changed them and Gabriella was busy messing round with Romans hair so he sat down with her while ameila was starting to cry I took her back to mine and dean's room she stopped cry when she saw her dad I went over to dean "dean you still awake" I asked He nodded "I think ameila wants her dad" I said he opened his eyes a little and put his arms out I carefully put her down on his chest and he wrapped his arms around her to protect her and she held on to his finger again and she started falling asleep as did dean I leaned down and kissed her head and kissed dean he kissed back "I love you" he mumbled clearly about to fall asleep "I love you too and you ameila" I said she was sound asleep I left and went over to roman Gabriella was asleep he handed her toe and ill went and put her down
"How ameila did she calm down" he asked when I came back in the room "yeah she's asleep with dean" I said "in her crib" he asked "no she's asleep on dean again" I said "bless" he said smiling "I know it's so cute ypu know I think this could help dean alot cause when his was panicking in the hospital when she started fussing after he moved his finger he thought he was hurting her or doing something wrong but she just wanted to bold his finger again and when he looked in to her eyes she calmed down" I said "really" he asked "yeah" I said "that's good" he said smiling then seth and sami came in the room "Where's my little crazy nieces" seth said smiling "asleep" I said "damn" he said with a sad face we laughed at him "Where's dean" seth then asked "asleep" I said "damn nobody wants to stay awake and see me today" he said making us laugh again "you wanna see something cute" I asked "yeah" they said smiling I took them to my room and opened the door "oh my god that's so cute dean's gonna go soft you gonna take my crazy brother away from me" she said we tried to hold our laughter so we would wake dean and the babies
We then left "that was so sweet" sami said "you look tired maybe you should go get some rest too" roman said "nooo....not you too" seth said acting hurt "am I that boring it makes everyone tired" he then said "yeah" I said cheekily "oh you've been around dean to much" he said laughing we laughed "go rest" roman said "ok" I said and went to bed I got in bed and fell asleep a while later I woke up and dean wasn't beside me I got up and went to the main room he wasn't there either but seth was we both ameila and Gabriella making funny faces at them making laugh it was cute "Where's dean" I asked " kitchen" Sami said coming in to the room clearly just getting out the shower I went to the kitchen and he was leaned on the counter taking his meds "hey you ok" I asked He nodded then drank abit more water before putting the glass on the side I went over to his and wrapped my arms around him "can you believe we got a family of our own now" I said putting my head on his chest "no" he said putting his arms around me too "im happy I got pregnant I was so scared when I found out but im so happy" I said "it's gonna be alot of pressure" he said I looked up at him but he just kept looking ahead of him
"What do you mean" I asked "Well I can't do alot with my back and needed my crutches to walk about it sucks how am I gonna protect them how can I be a good dad if I can't even do stuff with them I can't go play with them I can't carry them and walk around I can't do anything im a bad dad already and they are only a day old" he said in a low voice "hey.....don't say that your a great dad dean stop putting your self down" I said hugging him tighter "what if i do something wrong or i hurt them I don't no how to be a dad I never had my dad there and I wanna be different to my dad I wanna give my kids what I never had but I can't" he said as he let go of me I let go too and put my hands on his chest "dean stop your here for you kids right now aint you....you aint like your dad dean your here and you gonna be an amazing dad dean ok so stop over thinking it stop stressing yourself out please" I said "im getting a headache" he said "go lie down" i said "no" he said using his crutches to walk to the living room he looked over at seth with the kids sami and roman were playing on the xbox and seth was messing around being a werido I looked at dean who was looking at seth he looked so sad right now he then walked in to the bedroom I followed him he went in to the bathroom "you ok" I asked "im fine im gonna have a shower" he mumbled closing the door before im could answer him I sighed then walked bout out to the main room
"Hey is he ok he looked kinda sad" she said looking up at me "not really he thinks his a bad dad cause he can't do alot cause of his back" I said "do you want me to go talk to him" sami asked "his gone in the shower" I said "oh ok" he said "he said something about his past" I said they all looked at me now "what did he say" sami asked "he said he doesn't know how to be like a dad cause he never had his dad around and how he wants to give his kids what he never had" I said they looked at me with said eyes about 10 minutes later I was with seth making funny faces at ameila and Gabriella when dean came out and went over to the sofa not even looking in my direction "you ok dude" roman asked him "yup" he said watching them play on the xbox "you wanna game" sami asked him "sure" he said getting a controller and they started playing in the seemed to have taken dean's mind of stuff so that's good 15 minutes later ameila started crying dean looked over with sadness in his eyes I picked her up and went over to dean know he seems to calm her down all she has to do is look in her dad's eyes "here" I said he looked at me for a minute I was scared he wasn't gonna take her we were all looking at dean he then put his controller down then took her from me she calm down he put her hand up to his face and giggled that put a little smile on his face we were all looking at dean seth came over with Gabriella she rubbed his cheek giggling as his little beard tickled her hand he put his hand over his and he held on to his finger he had sadness in his eyes but a little smile on his face he put his hand down beside her as she still had a bold on his finger she started falling asleep Gabriella can only fall asleep with her toy bear and seems like ameila can only fall asleep holding on to him her daddy
