Dean pov
I went out to a bar on Wednesday night and ended up meeting an old friend of mine and we drank then went back to his place and kept drinking and I stayed there for a faw days It was nice to be away from everyone no calls no texting cause I left my phone there before I left and sami dont no whats been going on so he aint asking if im ok 24/7 so that's less stress I've still been finding it hard tho but I know by now they will probably no im not there beens I have the hospital today so I guess I better get going to head back to my cabin
Hey man it was nice catching up I said Yeah man we should meet up again some time he said yeah sounds like fun I said you leaving now he asked yeah I gotta head back I said ok man ring me he said yeah I will I replied then left
And took a walk and went and got a taxi to go back to the cabin
I had still been going dizzy and feeling like crap and looked like it to be honest
Roman pov
Why did he leave his phone behind I said man you dont think his gone and done something do you seth asked no well I hope not I said Let's just keep looking aj said yeah I replied
After an hour of looking we went back to the hotel and stayed there for abit thinking on what we are gonna do I decided to go back to the cabin to see if he had returned there after a 30 minute drive I got to the cabins and went in to his cabin I could see stuff had been moved so some one had been in here dean I shout no answer I look around he wasn't there It was cold outside and raining pretty bad so I went back to my cabin to call seth and say he wasn't here but when I got there dean was sitting outside wet and cold I dont no how long he had been sitting there dean I said going up to him he looked like crap like he aint slept in days he lifted his head up and looked at me
Come on get inside I said helping him up and unlocking the door and bringing him inside you ok I asked
He was quite for a minute then said yeah dude where have you been I asked He didn't answer just sat there and looked at me
You got the hospital in an hour and a half we should go to the hotel I said he looked sad when I said go back to the hotel but he said ok so I packed my bags and we went over to his cabin to pack his I gave him his phone back and we headed to go back to the hotel
Seth pov
I hope he went back to where ever him and roman where staying im worried that he has gone and done something stupid aj came and sat next to me you could see she is worried too you ok I asked turning to face her I've been better just hope dean's ok she said yeah me to I said and then the door opened we both turn to face the door and roman walks in and then dean came in behind him he looked like crap Wonder when the last time he slept was I got of the sofa and went straight to dean and hugged him
Man its good to see you I said letting go of him yeah is all he said
AJ then came up slowly it's good to see you she said to him you could she the hurt in his eyes he still felt bad she hugged him tight but he didn't hug back she let go and looked at him Roman patted him on the back come on dude let's go put our stuff down he said
They both went to there rooms we changed in to a bigger hotel room with more bedrooms so we can stay together I followed roman in to his room
Hey is he ok I asked I dont no dude he said when do you think the last time he slept was I asked I dont no but he looks bad dude he said yeah I know I replied
AJ pov
I went to dean's room he was putting his stuff down
Hey dean please don't feel bad about what happened it wasn't your fault I said he looked at me can we not talk about it he said then turning back to his bags sure sorry I said after he was done unpacking his stuff he went to the bed and just fell on to it and just stayed there looking at the ceiling I went over and sat on the end of the bed it's gonna be ok I said to him really will it he asked but not looking at me I went closer to him and laid there next to him yes because we are he for you I said in his ear he sighed
he shivered at my touch I intertwined our hands it felt so amazing to hold his hand and be around him again I felt sparks when I was with him I think I love him but im scared to tell him in case he don't love me back and it would ruin what we have
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