Aj pov
I was just sat on the floor crying my eyes out because of what I did last night I can't believe what I did I can't believe I could do that to dean I love him and he needed me and I stabbed him in the back and slept with his best mate then my phone went off it was roman
Phone call
H - hello
Aj you ok roman asked
N-no im not I'm so sorry about what happened im an idiot dean needed me and I stabbed him in the back I said crying
Dean knows he said
W-what I said
He heard me and seth talking about it he said
No I cried
His head aint in the right place at the moment I dint think it's really sunk in he said
I can't believe I did that to him I cried
Hey look your gonna have to keep it together Ok he said
How can I I stabbed him in the back
How am I even gonna look at him I cried
You have too he needs you ok sort yourself out then come down here he said
Ok I said trying to stop my crying
End call
I went in to the bathroom and Cleaned myself up and jumped in the shower and left to go to the hospital I tried to hold my tears back on the way there I got to the hospital and saw seth standing outside I went over to him
Seth im sorry about last night I said
Fighting to hold my tears back
It's fine dean knows he said I know roman called me and told me to pull my self together and be with him I said Yeah just be wear he could see the hurt and anger in his eyes although he aint done anything he don't exactly have the energy he said did he say anything I asked He said he didn't blame me St first but his gone really quiet now so I think his realising what he heard he said looking sad and annoyed St what happened I walked in to the hospital and roman was outside dean's room I walked up to him Hey I said hi I was waiting for you he said oh I said Yeah well I think his realising what he heard so I thourght ill wait outside and walk in with you did you see seth he said yeah he was outside getting some air I said Oh ok he said opening the door to dean's room I walk in behind him and when he moves I see dean his eyes were shut and he had and tube to feed him as he aint been eating
I looked at roman I went and sat near dean and held his hand after a while seth walked back in and sat near roman on the other side of the bed about 45 minutes after seth got here dean moved and grabbed his stomach but his eyes were still closed roman and seth stood up and went to his side dean roman said shaking him just a little Dean opened his eyes with panic and looked up at us and then around the room dean roman said dean looked over to him it's ok bro roman said dean calmed down and closed his eyes again still holding on to his stomach tho
