Aj pov
I had stayed in bed all day with dean he was still asleep I would have to wake him up soon so he can eat and take his meds
After a while roman came in to tell me food is ready he stayed in the room while I woke dean up after his eyes opened he turned his head a little and looked at me Hey foods ready I told him ok he said roman came over and helped dean up and got him over to the sofa where he sat him down carfuly so he wouldn't hurt him seth came in with deans meds he took them then we all started to eat
After we finished we sat there for a little to relax I kept hold of dean's hand and rested my head on his shoulder carfuly after a while seth and roman got up and got dean to bed while sami went to clean up I was gonna help but he told me to go be with dean and get some rest the boys will I said ok gave him a hug then went to the bedroom I said night to the boys and got dressed
I got in to bed try to be as carful as I can I turned to be on my side and look over at dean he eyes were closed dean I said hmm he said not opening his eyes how you feeling I asked like crap he said opening his eyes just a little it's gonna be ok we will get thought this together I said thanks...um.....aj right he asked looking abit confused that's the first time he struggled with my name he normally would remember mine prob cause im the only girl so I was a little shocked um yeah aj that's me I said ok he said the yawned
Tey get back to sleep I said he closed his eyes and slowly started falling asleep I just laid there looking at him it was hard to see him have to think of what my name was I know it's gonna take time but it's gonna be hard I just closed my eyes and held on to dean's hand it was a little shaky so I held it tighter
And just tried to asleep
The next morning
I wake up to hearing someone coughing and then moaned in pain so I opened my eyes and it was dean
Right as I was gonna talk he coughed again so I sat up I slowly put my hand on his chest he opened his eyes and looked at me You ok I asked Not really he said quietly he was losing his voice that's not gonna be good if his getting ill now after all that's happened to him he can't seem to catch a break
Aww your losing your voice I said
I know he said back then coughed again and held his head is your head hurting I asked it's always hurting he said I could just about hear what his saying ill go get your meds do you need anything else I asked no he said ok I said getting out of bed I went out and roman seth and sami where sitting on the sofa watching TV hey they said Hey I said you ok they asked yeah just gonna get dean's meds I said ok how's he doing they asked well still in pain and his losing his voice i said what really they asked yeah I woke up to him coughing and moaning and when I asked if he was ok he said not really I said shit they said I got dean's meds and some water then went back to the bedroom I helped him sit up carfuly and he took his meds and drank abit for water then put the bottle down on the side table thanks he said then before I could answer he started coughing again I wanted to put my hand on his back but I didn't cause it might hurt him but also him coughing is hurting his head and back alot so
He picked up the water bottle again and drank abit more water then put it back down I helped him lie back down I know lieing on his back hurts him but he couldn't lie any other way cause it hurts him more then him lieing on his back I hate seeing him in pain I went back over to my side of the bed and got on it I kissed his forhead I love you dean I said hmm what he said I said I love you I said you do he asked Um yeah we are dating I said abit shocked we are he asked yeah don't you remember I asked my eyes willing up with tears n-no I don't he said a tear fell down my cheek he moved his arm and wiped away the tear
Don't cry he said his voice getting worse everytime he talked
Dean don't talk you need to rest ok I said grabbing his hand from my cheek kissing it then putting it down beside him he tried keeping a grip on it but I moved my hand away from his and stood up
Where you going he asked to get dressed I said oh he said then put his hand in front of his mouth and coughed a little bit then closed his eyes again
I got dressed and went out the the living room I sat down near the guys and the tears just started falling down
Hey you ok whats wrong roman asked rubbing my back
It's dean he struggled remembering my name last night and when I told him I loved him he said what roman he don't ever remember that we are dating I said crying in to his chest the room went quiet all that was heard was my crying after I pulled away from Romans chest I looked at them they all looked shocked and sad at what I told them it's gonna be ok aj seth finally broke the awkward silence I know it's just hard I said tears just falling down my cheek hey we just have to be strong and know that this is gonna be harder on him then us cause yes it's hard that he can't remember stuff and us and always mixing up our names or not even remembering them at all but I can only think of how hard it's gotta be on him know we saying were his friends and your his girlfriend and he can't even remember and not to mention how hard it is on him knowing the only other thing He can't remember is a thing he was told he might never be able to do again sami said he was right this has got to be harder for him then us and with how hard it is for us its hard to picture how hard this has got to be on him
Yeah your right I said wiping my tears we had a group hug Then I decided to go back to the bedroom dean was asleep so I just lied on the bed on the covers and held his hand that was above the covers and kissed his hand
We will get thought this as family dean cause that's what we are we are like one big family we have each others backs I said even tho I know he was asleep I just laid on my side looking at him and keeping hold of his hand I closed my eyes and just tried to wrap my head around everything that's happened
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