2 months later
Aj pov
Right now dean and ameila were asleep as it was late but Gabriella wouldn't stop fussing she had a fever and I didnt know what to do so I went to Romans room and asked him He felt her head and looked at me worried
"What" I asked "we need to take her to hospital a fever that high at her age could be deadly" he said worried witch made me panic "hey its gonna be ok come on we will take her now" roman said getting dressed we went down to his car and put her in her car seat and drove to the hospital doctors took her from me and told us to wait in the waiting room roman was hugging me as I was scared about 30 minutes later a doctor came in I knew it wasn't good news from the look on his face and I started crying beforw he even spoke roman held me tighter "whats the news doc" roman asked I could hear it in his voice he knew what I did "im so sorry we did all we can a fever that high her body couldn't stand the heat im sorry for your loss" the doctor said and I just cried move my baby girl was gone Romans grip on me tightened as I felt a drop land on my head he was crying too and them dean came to my head I pulled away from roman slightly and looked up at him "w-what are we gonna tell dean" I said breaking down in to tears again he pulled me closer and held me tight not saying a word we were allowed to go see her to say our goodbyes we had tried ringing dean but his phone must be dead and sami and seth weren't answering there phones
30 minutes later We left the hospital and I jist felt so lost I cried the whole 2 hour drive back home roman held on to my shoulder as he drives we got home and walked in as seth walked out his room he looked over at us seeing the state im in came rushing over "hey whats wrong you tried ringing me I was in the shower" he asked and I turned and hugged roman "it's......Gabriella she.....she past away" roman said "w-what" seth said his voice cracking I turned to look at him and he broke down in to tears I hugged him as we both cried "whats going on why are you guys crying" I heard dean's voice say and I froze I turned to look at him as did seth and roman he was holding a still sleeping ameila in his arms
"Somebody say something.....what's going on" he asked looking at us nervously "d-dean....?" I couldn't finish I couldn't tell him on of our girls were gone
"Ok you guys are scaring me right now please tell me what's going on" he asked as sami came out hearing all the noise "whats going on....wait why are you crying" sami asked "That's what I'm trying to find out" dean looked around looking confused "wait where Gabriella" he asked and that set me of again
"Aj where is Gabriella" he asked again worried and panic in his voice roman finally spoke up realising I couldn't tell him "dude im....I'm so sorry" roman said and I saw dean tense up straight away "w-what are you talking about" he asked beginning to panic his gonna end up having a panic attack I think sami realised cause he went over to dean taking ameila out his arms and passing her to seth "Dude calm down ok" sami said "no tell me where she is and why your sorry" he asked "s-shes......d-d-dead" I said he stood there staring at us not saying a word sami didn't speak eaither he looked at us as if to say was real right now after a few minutes of silence dean finally spoke up his voice breaking
"W-what did you say" asked looking at me in the eyes "she's......gone dean" I said "please tell me this is some sort of sick joke" he said I shook my head "w-when" he asked "de-" u went to say but he cut me off
"When" he snapped at me I looked away from him "will you at least tell me how" he asked his voice low "s-she had a fever.......her body couldn't stand the heat" I said I then went and took ameila out seth's arms and walked to the kitchen
Dean's pov
I stood there frozen as aj walked to the kitchen with ameila my little girl was gone where the hell did she get a fever from she was fine when we put her down to sleep I felt a tear go down my cheek witch snapped me out of my thoughts
Sami seth and roman were looking at me with worry and sadness in there eyes I walked in to my bedroom then in to the bathroom shutting and locking the door then leaned against it falling down to the floor trying to wrap my head round this this has got to just be a bad dream will wake up from soon right there was a knock at the door I didnt move or talk "dean open the door please" sami said I just ignored him "dean?...Please just open the door and let me in please" he begged it then sunk in what just happened as tears started falling why couldn't it have been me why my little girl she barely ever lived why take her it should of been me I should of been there and I wasn't
"Dean?...say something please" sami said knocking on the door I moved away from the door and in to the corner of the room and pulled my knees up to my chest and put my head down and cried for the first time in years I broke down on to tears dean?....juat say something please your scaring me" sami said I then heard someone trying to use something to unlock the door What ever it was worked I then felt arms wrap around me
"It ok dean" sami said "it n-not ok sami she's gone she's dead and I wasn't there it should be me not her what kind of father am I I wasn't even there" I said crying in to his chest holding him so tight my knuckles went White "don't say that dean" he said
Wow that was a hard chapter to write :(
