Later on that day
Dean pov
The guys and aj have been coming in none stop to check on me I haven't left the bedroom since I woke I just keep going over everything over and over again in my head I didnt know what to do anymore
And then my phone buzzed
From jessie
Hey jon I heard what matt did you ok-jessie
To jessie
I'm fine-dean
From jessie
You sure hopefully all this will stop cause I don't no how much more I can take :(-jessie
To jessie
Makes two of us :(-dean
From jessie
Wish things could just go back to normal like how they use to be -jessie
To jessie
Me to but good things never stick around when it comes to me im nothing but a fuck up :(-dean
From jessie
Hey don't say that your a great person-jessie
To jessie
I hate all off this :(-dean
From jessie
Try clear you head please Jon I dont want you getting anymore hurt :(-jessie
To jessie
I can't everything is just going through my head at once and I can't handle it :(-dean
From jessie
What are you gonna do? Please don't do anything stupid dont think like that :(-jessie
To jessie
I already fucked up by trying last night :(-dean
From jessie
WHAT!! Jon please don't do anything like that again talk to someone please Jon :'(-jessie
To jessie
I need to go bye jessie :(-dean
From jessie
Look after yourself jon and please talk to someone :'(-jessie
My side my starting to really hurt my head was spinning I felt like I was gonna be sick I went over in to the bath room I didnt shut the door just pushed it and say on the floor with my head over the toilet and was sick I couldn't hold anything down I felt so weak and everything was spinning my side was hurting more and more I was holding it as tight as I could to try stop the pain and it wasn't doing anything I moaned out in pain I called the guys but they couldn't hear me my voice was so low and quiet I pulled myself a cross the floor and grabbed my phone
I decided to text aj cause it was the name out of all of them thay came up first
To aj
Need you now! :(-dean
I pressed send then felt as if I was gonna be sick again and I was aj came rushing in with the boys and saw me she came straight over
Dean whats wrong she asked man I couldn't even see straight every thing is just sinning and it's hard to focus sami came over and saw I was holding my sight really tight and went and got me a glass of water and gave me to of my pain killers I took them hoping I can keep them now other this day is gonna get worse roman and seth came over and got me up and took me in to the bedroom and laid me down on the bed I rolled straight over on to my good sight and held my other side tightly they boys had left after aj said she would stay in here with me after a while the pain killers started kicking in and I started to relax abit more aj had her arms around me keeping me close to her after I the pain in my side was getting less and less pain full I ended up falling asleep again even tho I've been in and out of sleep all day
Sorry it's short thanks for reading tho :) :) :) :)
