When Lightning Strikes Sixx: A Tommy Thayer & Nikki Sixx Story)

Chapter 14-Give me A Chance & More Truths (Tommy Thayer POV)

A/N: Get ready for this one! 

My head is reeling right now, so much as happened and currently I am locked in a kiss with the man that I love so very much and that same man that has also hurt me so much, but already from our talk so far, I feel so much lighter, and my heart is healing. And God, I love the feel of Nikki's lips! Finally, we both reluctantly part for air and Nikki rests his forehead against mine.

"That, that was...amazing! If this is a dream, I don't want this to end!" Nikki sounds breathless and dazed.

"It's no dream Nikki, this right here is real. You, you really are wanting to change...I mean you already have...I-I..", I trail off unable to find more words. I feel Nikki pull away from me enough to look at me and gently he strokes my face.

"I think I get your meaning Tommy; I hear you. There's still so much we need to talk about, and I need to work on, but now...I've never wanted anything more.... I mean I can't believe I've been so fucking blind and so far in denial and fought.... I can't tell you how sorry I am! I---", Nikki trails off and the look in his eyes, makes my heart pound and I feel his breath ghost across my lips...

"Tommy, I love you." And he brings me into a kiss and takes his dear sweet time massaging my lips and his kiss, speaks of such longing...such love. Once More we part for air and this time, he surprises me as he brings his hands to rest on my little baby bump and starts to rub it gently and his breath hitches.

I join him in feeling where our unborn twins lay and a thought occurs to me, "Nikki? Do you still have the ultra-sound photo Eric gave you?"

"Yes, I do...why?" Nikki tilts his head curiously at me and I can't help but find it adorable. Adorable, there's a word I'd never thought I would use to describe Nikki Sixx. It is true in this case.

"I want to you to see something, it's nothing bad I promise." I quickly reassure him as I see the look on his face and very reluctantly, he lets quits rubbing my small baby bump and pulls out the photo in question and I Point at both of our children in turn....

"I don't know if you noticed, Nikki but look at the name on them both."

Nikki concentrates for a moment and turns to me with his jaw dropped and eyes wide and tears start to stream down his face, "You, you g-gave them....m-my last name. Sixx...Two little Sixx's."

"Yes, I did Nikki...because despite everything, I still loved you...I do love you. They are your children; OUR children and I wouldn't change a thing now. Now can we get out of here? I am seriously craving pancakes for some reason and oh.... breakfast sounds SO good! WE could find a Denny's!", Towards the end I feel like I am possessed by the sprit of one Eric Singer.

Nikki chokes out a wet laugh, "Well let's get you and our children fed then!" And with that we leave the dressing room and head out but not before being stopped repeatedly by our respective band members who warn Nikki not to further fuck things up but tell us how happy they are we've worked things out or are working things out.

We get in a cab and take off for a Denny's. Nikki is quiet as if he's deep in thought....

"Nikki um can I ask some things?", I'm a little nervous or very. Nikki starts but then looks at me softly.

"Tommy ask me anything. We can talk about anything. I mean it."

"Ok, be honest....um, I don't remember us having sex.... but I vaguely remember you saying something about that I had pretty chocolate eyes, before we got too drunk.", I blush heavily.

"Despite being drunk I meant what I said. 'Drunk words, sober thoughts'. And it's true, your eyes ARE pretty, their beautiful." Nikki blushes heavily too. He seems so sweet and shy and so unsure of himself, but he continues, "Um on the tour bus I think it was last month....um you were asleep, and I told you I was sorry. I couldn't do it, face you awake....and I apologize for that."

"Nikki, I wasn't actually asleep...well I almost was. I heard you.... wait it WAS you! I didn't realize at the time. And there was other...oh god, I didn't give you a chance.... you were in your own way pleading for forgiveness without a voice." Nikki looks stunned.

"Y-yes...I believe I was. And t-that day on the bus I was trying to say I was sorry, when we had that argument, but you had every reason and every right not to believe me." He whispers and I scoot closer to him, and he entwines our fingers together.

"I am sorry that I Didn't give you a chance, but you are right...I was just so hurt, so upset and mood swings on top of everything.... And be honest what have you truly, I mean how do you truly feel about me? I mean I know you love me, and I love you." I state.

"Before we talked and even now, I've always thought how sweet you were, how shy, how beautiful and how fucking talented you are. I've actually had a thing for you for YEARS, but I've never had the courage to say anything, and it's almost cost me EVERYTHING.", Nikki states quietly looking at me and I look back at him, "Tommy, I can't tell you how much this means to me you giving me a chance to explain, listening to me and I have to ask, I know I don't deserve this....but I want a chance to be with you and I want to be there for our children."

I am floored but answer with, "You deserve a chance Nikki, and I am yours if you will have me and it's all I've ever wanted is to be yours and for you to be in our children's lives. For I love you....so I---", Nikki cuts me off with a kiss.

"I promise you Tommy, I'm never going to hurt you like I have again, and I want to be a good father and a partner to you...so I believe this makes us a couple and this is a date.", Nikki grins.

"It's a date then Nikki. Now give your boyfriend and mother of your children a Kiss!", Nikki happily obliges, and I smile into my now boyfriend's kiss.

Denny's totally hit the spot for my cravings by the way and morning sickness held off and I kept everything down. Best date I've ever had in my life by the way....

We get back to the hotel where to my delight Nikki and I are sharing a room and to end the evening we both share the same bed as I cuddle up to him and Nikki strokes my belly gently as I fall asleep...

A/N: So Nikki & Tommy are now officially at last a couple! I can't wait to hear thoughts on this!!