Tommy & I only lasted two days, two whole days with out our sons. But during those two days: I assuaged Tommy & his fears, took care of him, just comforted him and he's doing much better. We did need the time together but got to missing our sons too much. Currently Tommy is feeding Tyler, even though he'd just spent the previous 10 minutes puking. I fussed over him when I found him and made sure he got hydrated or tried to hydrate him. I am feeding Gunner and I look over at my husband and admire him: That long wavy hair of his, that jawline and despite how pale he is, he is glowing from his pregnancy. Tommy catches me staring and blushes....
"What?"
"Just thinking about how beautiful you are." I can feel myself blush as I shift Gunner in my arms to burp him as Tommy Burps Tyler.
"Funny I was thinking the same about you." Tommy's eyes sparkle. Really it warms my heart to see him so happy and that I make him happy...well that means everything.
The boys are burped, and we switch off as I hold Tyler and Tommy holds Gunner, he looks so tired but happy. The boys make cooing noises seeming to talk with us in baby speak.
"Look at you guys, your so precious!! And guess what? You're going to be big brothers!" The boys just babbled and giggled, seemingly pleased. "Mommy is going to have 3 babies, mommy had been SO scared, but daddy.... daddy has been my rock, IS my rock.... he's soothed my fears and I love him even more for it." Tommy is crying by the end of that statement.
"Don't cry Space-Honey, you're going to make me cry! And Tommy, I will always be your rock...always, here for you every step. And I love YOU even more every day. Now let's get Tyler and Gunner down for their naps and then you my love, need rest.... on second thought, hand me Gunner.... I'll put them in their bassinets, babe...you look like you're going to get sick." Tommy starts to protest but quickly and carefully hands me Gunner as I rock him and Tyler to sleep and Tommy....my poor Tommy bolts to the bathroom to get sick....
Well Fuck! Oh Tommy....my Tommy.... i am so worried.
I get Gunner and Tyler asleep finally, hands fisting their little blankets....and Tommy, Tommy comes back in the room, shakily. Steady tears, stream down his face...., "Sorry Nikki..." Without a word I pick him up and lay him on the couch and cover him with a blanket, propped up by pillows of course.
I lay his head in my lap, running fingers thru his hair. "Tommy, you don't have to apologize, I can only imagine how you feel. Like shit I'd think.... I can see it sparkling eyes, you feel guilty leaving me to take care of our sons, DON'T. I'm going to take care of you, that's all there is to it. And our sons, and the three little angels inside you, we've got this!"
"You'll be fine I promise Tommy, now is there anything you need? How about I make you some of that Chamomile Tea with the lemon and honey? And I'll bring you some water, and oh...something light to eat." I move from caressing his scalp to his face. He closes his eyes in contentment.
"Yeah, I need you...and that tea sounds heavenly, and I need water....um, do we have something light besides crackers?" Tommy opens his eyes to stare up at me, expression despite looking weary from how he feels....is full of love.
"I'll make the tea then and bring you some water. Hmm, something light....um jerky isn't super heavy, and its good protein, what about that and maybe some fruit? Like apples?" I stare back into his sparkling brown orbs and gladly drown in their depths.
"Sure, sounds good Nikki...and Nikki? I love you. Thank you for taking such good care of me and our children, ALL of them. Now before you go, help prop me up and kiss me."
"I love you SO much Tommy and all the thanks I need is to see you smile, to see you carry our children, to take care of our sons and to love me and you never have to ask to kiss me, but your wish is my command." I prop him up, pull my husband to me and seal his lips with mine, being sure to take my time to massage his lips and I bring a hand down to his belly, rubbing it gently.
I reluctantly tear myself away from my husband and the belly where our triplets are growing to go make his tea and get together the water and snacks. While making the tea, I bring him a couple of bottles of water, and he takes it with a grateful smile, and I check on our sons...still asleep. Tommy too is keeping a watchful eye on them....He really is the perfect mother, and too he is the perfect partner.
I finish making the tea finally and get the snacks and resume my previous position with my husband and share a kiss with him before he then cuddles into me and drinks the tea and thankfully color is returning to his face, he then starts on the jerky and apples.
Tommy soon finishes and sighs, "That was SO good, so good green eyes.... that tea...god it works wonders."
"I'll have to market it then." I smirk at him eyes dancing. "It'll be Sixx-Tea, get it?"
"Babe? Your egos showing." Tommy gives me a smirk of his own and mine only widens as I purr out....
"Space-Honey, if you want to see my 'ego' all you need to do is ask."
Tommy blushes as he immediately catches my true meaning, "You're too much."
"You know you love me, babe." I plant a kiss in his hair.
"I DO love you, so damn much...it hurts. And you just love to get me hot and bothered, which explains why we are having five kids now." Tommy laughs softly eyes shining.
"I feel the same way Tommy, and I have to admit I do...but my love you look sleepy. Please get some rest." Tommy squeezes me gently.
"MMM, ok...Nikki, I love you." He murmurs sleepily.
"I love you too Thomas Thayer-Sixx, more than you'll ever know." I whisper as my husband falls asleep in my arms content. Eyeing my sons, they are breathing steadily....and so is my husband, I can feel his heartbeat in time with mine even while he sleeps. Before I realize I join him....my last coherent thought being: "Tommy, I mean what I said...we've got this. Love you and our children...always. Always."
A/N: Another chapter, yes!! Hope you guys enjoyed!!

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When Lightning Strikes Sixx: A Tommy Thayer & Nikki Sixx Story)
RomanceSummary: What happens when one denies their feelings & pushes the person, they have feelings for beyond their limits? It's 2012, and Kiss & Motley Crue are on tour together....and Nikki Sixx and Tommy Thayer are going to find out exactly what happen...