When Lightning Strikes Sixx: A Tommy Thayer & Nikki Sixx Story)

Chapter 17-Move in with Me! Part 1 (Nikki Sixx POV)

A/N: Nikki asks Tommy an important question in this chapter...No it's not marriage...yet..

So, we've just left the doctor's office and found out we're having twin boys. Two boys, two precious...very precious children that my boyfriend is carrying. Children I didn't know about for 2 months, and it took  find out about that AND beaten over the head with how I treated Tommy period to make me see just how blind I was. How fucking stupid I was being.... Now things are different, I've changed so much and for the better. I am determined to keep my promise to Tommy, so far, I have but still I don't want to screw this up. I hope that I will be a good father, I don't have a good example to go by or many examples I should say. Mine didn't want me, said I wasn't his son...That I may as well not exist...well FUCK him! No I take it back as far as father figures, Mick Mars is the closest thing to a father I've ever had. Really, he's always been the parental figure of Motley. I-....

"Nikki? You were really zoning out there. You, ok?", Tommy's concerned voice brings me back to reality.

"Sorry Tommy, just thinking about things...a lot of things.", I reply sheepishly. Oh yeah, including asking him to move in with me. It's fast I suppose, but it feels right. SO very right.

"Nikki, tell me please. I promise whatever it is its ok.", Tommy pleads with me tearfully and god that makes me feel guilty and like an asshole. I pull over as I'm still driving cut the engine and take my boyfriend's hands in mine.

"I was thinking about how I'd treated you, how much I've changed and for the better. I've kept my promise to you and will keep trying to be a good partner to you, that you deserve. I just don't want to screw things up, I know I shouldn't worry too much. I just too, really hope that I will be a good father to our sons, my own doesn't consider me as his son, hates me. In fact, the closest thing I've ever had to a father is Mick. He's always been the father figure of the band, to me especially.", I squeeze his hands gently and kiss them both.

"Oh Nikki! That's in the past, and you have changed for the better. I can tell how much you love me with every gesture, look and kiss. No one is perfect, but I believe in you...in us, in our love. We can get thru anything that comes our way. You ARE a good partner to me, and I know you will be an amazing father! I hate that you didn't have a father growing up and went thru shit that well I don't think I would have survived. You died twice, but you conquered those demons and have been sober for a long time. I will always be here by your side", Tommy sobs and I Feel tears spilling down my cheeks.

"N-No one's ever...ever, I mean.... God, I love you!", Unable to articulate what I am trying to say, how moved I am, but Tommy gets the message loud and clear and a moment later I feel his lips on mine and I am lost.

We part for air, and I caress his swollen belly feeling our sons kick at my hands, "Let's get home and get you off your feet, ok?"

"Sounds great to me, Nikki. I love you."

"Love you too," I state softly as I restart the engine and we make our way home. Upon arrival I get Tommy settled on the couch, propped up by pillows and he sighs in contentment and relief.

"Feels good on my back all these pillows, my feet though are killing me." I immediately start massaging his feet and after a few minutes, Tommy declares his feet feel much better. I cuddle up on the couch with him at his side, as best as I can.

"Hey Tommy? Um, there's something else I want to talk to you about. I know everything's been so fast paced and all and this is sudden.... but I was wondering if you want or would move in with me?", My heart is beating so loudly I am honestly surprised Tommy cannot hear it.

"I was hoping you would say that!", Tommy exclaims excitedly. I am blown away, this means yes, right?

"Y-You want to move in with me then?", I ask nervously.

"Yes, absolutely yes! I mean it may be fast, but it feels SO right. I don't want to leave you and have to go back and forth between here and my house...oh my house, need to collect my stuff, guitars etc. and sell it, my house I mean and all.", Tommy muses to me.

"I'll help with that, all of it. I'll pay for the movers and stuff, been meaning to redecorate too.", I Rub his baby bump that I can't quit touching.

"Nikki! You don't have to pay for that! For movers! And go to so much trouble for me.", Tommy protests.

"I want to, and really its no problem! Besides your my boyfriend and the mother of my children, I'm going to take care of you and spoil you like there's no tomorrow!", Tommy smiles warmly making me melt into a puddle practically, I kind of don't want to move for a while. It takes me a bit to realize that Tommy's fallen asleep hands on his belly, and it seems our sons are still moving around.

"Hey in there, guys. Let Mommy get some rest, ok? I love you both and Momma too." I whisper hands rubbing Tommy's belly and my sons seem to get the message as they settle down. They are highly active it seems already. I wonder if they will look like me or Tommy or combo of us both? It doesn't matter, they will be adorable and cute and good looking and that they be healthy is all that matters.

Yep, I am so not moving for a while. I'll stay right here and watch over Tommy and our unborn sons...all the rest of it, the things that need to be done can wait. For now, I just want to be right where I am at with the best thing or no the best person to come into my life: My boyfriend and mother of my children...Tommy Thayer...someday Tommy Thayer-Sixx. I know now more than ever I want to marry him and I am already thinking of ideas for the proposal...I Can't wait. 

A/N: Tommy's moving in with Nikki! Next will be part 2 of Tommy moving in!