MOONLIGHT

Chapter 48: Anniversary And Goodbye

A YEAR.

TZUYU POV

How about me?

I'm the person......

... that waited.

... that suffered too.

... that secretly taking care of you.

... that wholeheartedly giving her best for you.

... that will never hurt you again.

... that will never leave you again.

... that promised that I won't cheat and betray you.

... that promised that will support you.

... that promised to wait for your healing.

... that can sacrifice everything for you.

... that isn't getting tired of loving you.

... that is clueless how to unlove you.

... that didn't expect something in return, just pure love and your genuine smile.

... that can't close my eyes without you in my every dreams.

It's battered, no doubt. Trust me, I want to build a statue of myself as the one of the goddess of unconditional loving and waiting.... I talked to Mom and Dad to asked a favor of one week vacation, and I'm grateful that they granted it though our company is busy at the moment.

My plan is I will stay in Busan for the mean time, I emotionally desire to stay at somewhere like rural area, where the sound of waves crashing, trees and bird chirping are only heard. I started to pack my things... Though I will be at Busan, I will still work. My mind is completely vacant, what will I do? I'll bid my words to Lalisa first in case she'll look for me. She informed us about her decision that again shattered my heart, but I respect her and her decision and just like what I said, I will support her.

Next week which is same to the day that I will move to Busan is coincidentally same to Mina unnie's death anniversary and the same day when Lalisa will going back to Swiss. She said that she will be with Dahyun and she will left Karina with her mom and dad here in Seoul. I don't have the audacity to ask her if she will come back or will stay to Swiss for good.

Faithfully, when Mina's mom and dad saw me, Dahyun introduced me properly... They asked a minute from me and I heartily talk to them. Perplexed to what they meant, I only feel like they want me to help Lalisa to move forward. Actually, their voices are desperate enough to ratified that they really wants Lisa to be happy even not with their daughter. My hunch is telling me that they are considering and believing that I am the one who can be helpful to Lalisa but the truth is... Isn't me! Lalisa didn't even wanted my assistance. She's independent.

I picked my car key, I will check Lalisa first. Karina and Dahyun called me recently.... They're going to mall, Therefore Lalisa is alone and I'm bored, it's not bad to bother her right? Sighting my car, I heaved a sigh and enter. I'm not in a good mood today, it's just I don't know why.

Driving, I passed by the one of her billboard of Celine. My lips automatically tugged up to form a smile. Sometimes I'm wondering if I really love the feeling of one sided love or I'm just a numb.... Obviously, I never love again after her.

Turning off the ignition of my car, I'm a bit hesitant to walk towards her condo. What if she's busy? I stopped and back rest on my car. I didn't bring food or whatever, I want to eat a homemade gamjatang.... Her gamjatang. So possessing my little hop, I exited my car and wasted no time to see her.