When I'm without you (y/n x Sapnap)

Chapter 4

Y/n's POV
    "Before we go to yours can we stop by mine so I can change?" I say and continue to look out the window as I was before.
       "Ya, of corse," he says with a smile, shortly after I feel his hand on my knee, butterflies fill my stomach at the feeling of his hand touching me.
   We arrive at mine and I walk inside quietly closing the door and going up to my room. I walk into my room and quickly take off my shoes, I grab a pare of ripped jeans, I take off my skirt and put on the jeans, then quickly put my shoes back on. I walk out of my room and go down the stairs, sneaking out the front door back to nicks car.
   "Ok, now we can go," I get into the car and put on my seatbelt, Nick starts the car and starts to drive to his house. We arrive and go inside, I take off my shoes and sit down on the couch, he sits down next to me and grabs the tv remote. He starts looking through Netflix.
     "How about this one?" He asks, I look at the tv, it displays flipped, it's one of those funny children romantic movies, I giggle "sure," there's a few seconds of silence before he presses play and puts the remote next to him on the couch.
     After a while I start to feel tired so I rest my head in Nicks shoulder. I feel him relax into the couch and he puts his arm around me, it feels like 1,000 pounds is lifted of my shoulder and it starts to get harder to breath because my lungs don't feel as compressed anymore, I've never felt this before.
     I take a deep breath, I feel Nicks eyes on me "you ok," he rubs my arm and little.
       "ya, it's weird, I've never been this close to someone before, it feels refreshing," there's a moment of silence between us.
   I grab my phone and unlock it, opening my moms contact, I type out 'I'm staying the night a besties, don't worry bout me pls, and pls tell dad ASAP bc I know he will flip if I'm not home by 11,' and send it
   I giggle "oh why do I love lying so much... I'm staying the night," I say laughing lightly.
       Nick shuffles in his seat "what?" He sounds confused.
         I sit up and look at him "I told my parents that you where dropping me off at my best and only other friends house and that I was staying the night there, when really I'm just going to stay the night here, so I lied to them,"
    He is taken back by my words "how, the fuck, how did you get away with that?" He shakes his head in confusion.
        "don't ask because I don't even know myself," I lay my head back into his shoulder and continue to watch the movie.
     The movie ends, Nick giggles "that was a good movie, I guess." He pulls his phone out of his pocket "one sec I have to take this," he stands up and walks into the other room. A few minutes pass and Nick walks out of the room he had walked into.
    "There's one thing I haven't told you, I'm a streamer, and I need to stream there's some major drama," he says as he walks over and sits down next to me.
        I look at him "what, spill!" I shake him by the shoulders. He grabs my wrists and pushes my hands down, "well, you didn't let me finish, so chill." He giggles and takes a deep breath.
       "Ok, I know your probably not going to be super big on this but I was wondering if you wanted to join my stream as a guest, you don't have to tell them your name or answer any personal questions at all,"
    He try's to ramble on but I interrupt him "of corse, sounds fun!" I say excited.
      he smiles and runs his fingers through his hair, "ok, let's go then," he stands up and pulls me up by my wrists. I follow him to his room where his pc is set up and ready for a stream. He grabs an extra chair and pulls it into frame
       Without warning he presses 'go live' on twitch. "Hello chat, how is everyone's day, we are getting started right away but before we get started I need to introduce a special guest," he turns on his camera I wave nervously "hello Nicks chat," I say with a smile
     He giggles and points at chat, people are saying 'Oop, she calls him by his name, that's a hint!' And 'I ship it,' I giggle and feel my face get hot "really, it's not what it looks like guys," he says as he does stuff on his pc. He hands me a headset "your gonna want this so you can hear what's going on," I take it from him and place it on my head, adjusting my hair in the process.
    The first thing I hear is "why don't you tell everyone your name?" From a voice I don't recognize. "Oh ya, hi I'm y/n," I look at Nick then back at the pc screen. Nick opens discord and I see he's in a call with a bunch of people, an icon lights up "ok well I'm dream, but I'm sure you probably know me as Clay from Sapnap,"
    "Oh, ya hello," I had almost forgotten we where live until Nick thanks someone for gifted subs.
      Another icon lights up "hello y/n I'm Wilbur soot, nice to meet you," when I hear his name my eyes light up.
     "wait, Nick you never told me you knew the Wilbur soot," I try to sound offended.
      Nick looks at me and giggles "I didn't even know you knew he existed,"
   "Nimrod," i mumble, quiet enough that the mic doesn't pic it up
     "I am not a nimrod," Nick says in response. "I thought we went over this, I call you nimrod and you call me smerf," I roll my eyes at him.
      A voice comes into my headset "hey that's my thing, I'm the only one who gets to call him a nimrod,"
Nick sits up "shut up Karl,"
       I laugh "anyways, Wilbur I love your song 'your new boyfriend' and I'm actually learning it on my guitar back home," I say trying to change the subject.
       "Oh thanks, that's one of my personal favs as well, it's one of my bests," he says into his mic making his icon light up.
   We continue to introduce ourselves until there's one person who hasn't said anything, Nick speaks up "umm, Quackity you ok? Your literally never this quiet," he smiles.
       The icon lights up "ya, sorry, hi I'm Quackity. It's vary nice to meet you," he turns on his camera in discord, meany others follow, Nick is the last one to turn on his camera.
     A few people don't turn on there camera, it's techno, Clay, and Ranboo. "One second, I'm putting on my mask!" Ranboo says quickly, everyone laughs but I'm confused. His camera finally turns on, he has a black and wight mask on and sunglasses.
       I giggle, "ok, whatever floats your boat man," I put my hands up.
    We continue to chat for a while until I relise Nick hasent talked about the drama. "Hey I though there was tea, what's going on?" I look at Nick.
      he laughs "well... dream go ahead, spill," there's a moment of silence
        "wait you haven't told her yet?!" Clay exclaimed "no, I wanted you to because it was your idea!"
     "JUST TELL ME ALREADY, IM GOIMG TO EXPLODE!" I say into the mic.
      Clay laughs, "ok chill. So, Ni- Sapnap told me you like playing Minecraft, and I was wondering if you wanted to become a member of the dream SMP?" His words shock me
    "Wait," I look at nick "you have some explaining to do, you, I, so you asked me to join your stream for this. This is why?" I'm almost speechless.
       Nick laughs "just answer the question," he shakes his head
       I look at the screen "I will gladly join the SMP, it sounds vary fun," I say calmly.
Nicks pov
       We chat for a while, I notice y/n acting unusual compared to how she's been acting sense we went live. She looks at me "Nick why's it so damn cold in your room," she brings her knees to her chest.
      I laugh nervously "it's not that cold in here y/n, you can borrow one of my hoodies if your that cold,"
   She looks at me then stands up and walks to my closet. "I ship it," I hear in my headset, I can't tell who it was.
      "Oh shut up," I feel my face get hot.
      gorge laughs "seriously, I ship you two, your cute together," y/n sits back down and the hoodie she's warring is extremely oversized on her.
    I giggle, "your not that much shorter than me, how is it that big?"
        She smiles "I don't know but you also have... never mind," she covers her face and giggles
     "y/n, what where you going to say?" I ask confused
       she laughs into her hands "nothing!" She continues to laugh.
     "Tell me," I say and pull her chair closer to mine.
    She looks at me and we make eye contact, "I was going to say your more muscular than me, but it just sounds weird," she giggles, I get butterflies.
       "That's true," I laugh a little and look at chat. 'HIGHT CHECK!!' Is all through chat. "Ok ok we'll do a hight check," I scoot my my chair back and take off my headset
        "what?" Y/n says confused looking at me.
    I take her headset off and stand up, I walk backwards and pull her chair with me "ahh" y/n giggles "Nick, don't do that!" She exclaims
      I look down at her, "just stand up," I grab the loop on her choker and pull her up off the chair gently. Her face goes red.
    She stands next to me, the top of her head at my ear, "see chat, she's not that short, I don't know why that hoodies so big on you," I grab her arm and hold it up, tightening the fabric around her arm
      "I don't get it ether," she takes her arm back and dose the same around her waist, "I don't know, it will forever be unsolved," she shrugs and sits down "now role me back nimrod," I roll my eyes and push her chair back to the desk, then sit back down and put on my headset.
      We stay live for a little while until people start leaving call, I look at y/n then back to stream "alright chat I'm going to go ahead and end, it's getting late, have a nice rest of your day!" I wave to the camera.
       "By chat," y/n waves to chat. I raid Dream who plans on being live for a while, leave the call and turn off my pc.
    "What are we going to do now?" She asks and lays her head back agents the chair
       "I don't know, we could go get food," I suggest,
    "if I'm being honest I'm not even hungry," she shakes her head, I look at her confused, she looks at me "what, I had a big breakfast," she shrugs
    "Well I'm getting food, so if you want anything let me know now," I grab my phone and open door dash. Y/n says nothing, she scrolls through TikTok on her phone.
Y/n's POV
    I scroll through TikTok for a while, Nick ordered himself food so we where waiting for it arrive. I start to feel tired so I get up and plop down on Nicks bed, I roll on my side and face the wall. He giggles, "you comfy?"
        "Yes, I am," I respond dramatically.
    "Ok, I'm gonna go get my food, I will be back in like, 15 minutes, I don't eat in my room so I'm going to stay out there to eat," I hear him stand up and walk out of the room. I get under his blanket and get comfy, I try not to fall asleep.
    Scrolling through TikTok, Dream SMP clips start showing up, I come across a video of Nick singing on stream, I close my eyes and listen.
Nicks pov
    I finish eating and brush my teeth before heading back to my room, y/n is under the blanket laying on her side, still watching TikTok's. "Y/n?" I can't tell if she's asleep or not.
       "Ya," she responds quietly.
       "Oh your awake, umm, you can stay there and sleep, I can sleep in the guest room," I turn to walk out of the room.
    "Nick, stay, please," I turn back to her. She stands up, "I'll be right back," she walks past me to the bathroom and shuts the door. I walk over and sit down on my bed, I wait for y/n, then relies she left her phone on the bed. It displays a mcyt video and it's liked.
     After a few minutes y/n walks back in the room, she smiles then takes off her Jewelry and places it on my desk. She sits down on the bed and scoots back, then lays down on her side under the blanket.
I lay down next to her on my side, watching the tiktoks that she is. A few mcyt ones pop up in a row "I sware my phone knows me to much, how the hell," she swipes to the next video and it's a clip from the stream, from when we did the height check.
It starts from when I pull her chair back, it's one of those stupid sounds that people use when something happens between a ship that makes it even more clear. The song is ET by Kate perry (sounds time stamp: 0:44-0:52)The beat drops when I pull her up then text shows up 'SHES BLUSHING!' Shows up and the image zooms in closer to our faces.
"It's been 45 minutes sense that happened what the hell do people do with there spare time," she giggles and likes the video, then turns her phone off. "Trust me, most people see someone go live they stop everything they are doing to watch,"
She flips over facing me and wraps her arms around me her head agents my chest, I fill with butterflies. "Oh ok," I rub her back lightly.
      she giggles "goodnight nimrod,"
      I run my fingers through her hair exposing the blue "goodnight, smerf."
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